he's him..she's she?

2011-08-10T23:05:00.002+08:00

It's been almost 4 months after I've blogged. Not really in the mood to say much cos alot has happened recently I guess.

Ever went to sleep feeling fine, having a dream about someone and waking up feeling completely different about that person? Probably not cos I'm a weirdo..lol....ANYWAYS

I can't stop thinking about it. It's really getting quite awkward(for me at least) cos well...feelings start to change.

All I know is that after today, I doubt there I'll ever stand a chance..
It's the first time I've ever said it out before and I'm hoping that you never see this.

<3 me

2011-04-27T00:16:00.003+08:00

Was checking the student portal just now and it really hit me. I have only passed 7/28 modules that I have to complete in my entire 3 years in TP. It's freaking scary to know that I'm behind by 4 modules compared to the general cohort in my batch. It's even more frightening to know that I may even get kicked out of school if I do badly for this sem. Why can't I do as well as I did back then. Well I've concluded that I've absolutely not one single drop of motivation and urgency.

I try to find something to motivate me, but fuck it's annoying that I don't know what I want to do with my life. I'm a year 2 student now. I have to wake up my damn idea and smell the fucking coffee and realise that I WON'T GRADUATE WITH A DIPLOMA if I keep this up.

Come on Colin...
I don't know what I'll have to do to get my grades up. And if sacrificing my social life is needed, I don't know if I can do that.

If I came home and studied just 1 hour a day. I think there would be a big difference in my results. I know it sounds pathetic but it is way more than what I'm doing now. Every exam matters, not like JC where in the end it's the A's that matter. Not saying JC is any easier cos I agree that it's way more stressful than poly.

Well hopefully I can look back at this post and feel A sense of accomplishment..hopefully

2011-03-03T20:05:00.017+08:00

I finaly decided to update this blog after what?, nearly a month-ish I guess? and the first thing I'd like to say is....

!EXAMS ARE OVER FYEAH!

A little bit late to update but better late than never!
So what should I mention....
OH RIGHT! Ok, went for OTC back in december and I BELONG to SKELTO!!!

So yeah OTC was a blast, with minor minor setbacks. But! Have to say we're quite bonded. Whole lot of new ideas for identities have come up! Some of which I like! We have some $1.25 lightsaber! Cool right?haha. Can't wait for FO! woohoooo

Skelto chalet is coming up, hopefully I'll have fun. Plan to play mah jong like finally! :D

Oh wells , I've not much to say yeah since I have not gone out in goodness knows how long. Hope that'll change since the HOLIDAYS!!! have started! :D

2011-01-26T01:48:00.002+08:00

Today has been the WORST DAY of 2011 so far.. I've never felt so alone, so insignificant. Something from my past came back to haunt me. And now, I honestly don't know who to trust. And that freaks me out. Knowing that there may not be a single person you can trust.

I'm ashamed of those actions of mine. I never thought it affect me 5 years down the road. And god it makes me feel like killing myself.

Today started out really badly with me waking up late cos I stayed up doing my projects. Then me and my mum argued for damn long, and I got so heated up that my nose started to bleed. After stopping the bleeding. Left the house only to realise I forgot to bring my thumbdrive.

School wasn't that bad, but it honestly wasn't that great. Continued on the project at 2. After which I decided to skip tutorial, cos I really didn't want to go for it.

Went to hang out in the lounge for awhile. After which went to mushroom for the skelto dinner. However not many people turned up. So in the end it was just the 4 of us, Me, Dennis, Brenda and Jolyn.

If it weren't for that tiny skelto dinner. Prob would have killed myself a long time ago

Anyways, all in all, Today was the first day of 2011 where I felt like killing myself

2010-11-28T16:46:00.003+08:00

It really has beeen tooo long since I've updated my blog. Anyways things have been getting better lately.

Though I think I've been going out waaaay too much and should get back to the books.
Just finished a week's worth of tests and I've already failed one. Please let there be no more..My GPA has to go up. If not, I'll end up like him.. Which is a big no no no no
. I wanna graduate with at least a 3.0 gpa.

I'll have to work hard at it, but with so many things coming up, OTC..and then there's OTC refresh and finally FO. And all in a period of half a semester. It's all really time consuming and such.

Coming late for Lectures won't exactly help me too right?haha

Well's enough about that, time to talk about happy stuff (:

Well TP rawks was awesome. It's my first time being a PL and hopefully not my last.haha. Was part of punk red woohooo!
Met loads of awesome people :)

Justin's Birthday BBQ

Traveled all the way to Yew Tee this time since he's the one always coming over to the east and it's his Birthday celebration after all so yeah (:

Travelling this time was pretty ok. Watching Jackass on Malcolm's iPhone kept me from being bored throughout the journey

Reached there, played basketball before I got really annoyed and just stopped playing but it's more of my fault I guess.haha

Anyways BBQ was good though sadly lots of leftovers which is pretty rare when I'm around.. Too bad Joshua wasn't there.HAHA

Anyways Me, Mal, Heng and Gable cabbed home cos we were to tired and I had a cut like thingy on my toe and walked funny.haha

Anyways it was a good night, with BBQ, swimming and what not. Can't wait for the pictures (:

Anyways I'm excited for OTC . Here I come

2010-10-16T02:41:00.002+08:00

It really has been a long time since I've updated my blog.

Nothing much has changed really. My life still is a roller coaster ride. Then again, whose life isn't?

You know sometimes I think I'm a woman. I have super extreme mood swings. And I seem to hide my emotions in a box. And when the box gets to full, I become a mess. You'd think that after all I've been through this year. I'd have somehow come out of if stronger. Maybe yes maybe no.

Well All I wanna say is that. I'm thankful for the people that came & went, the people that are no longer with us, and most importantly, the people that stayed with us.

I always thought of switching blogs, but I think I'm just too lazy.haha

2010-09-05T21:20:00.002+08:00

Exams tomorrow. I think I'm just gonna die and like fail everything. It's a given. Well, I should work hard and study for the sup paper at least..

Another quote I found:

I hate those moments right before you go to sleep where you are forced to think about all the things you try so hard to forget..

After all this has passed, where will I end up?
However in times likes this, I still look and believe. Have faith.

Another cliche,

Everything will be alright in the end. If its not, then it's not the end

So to everyone who still reads this blog. God bless (:

2010-08-21T17:36:00.002+08:00

Just a little quote here.

And though my heart still aches a little for you, mostly I am just glad to know, that one person loved another person enough to make it hurt that bad.

I’M SO TIRED OF FAILED RELATIONSHIPS. I KNOW I DON’T NEED SOMEONE TO LOVE ME. BUT, FUCK. IT FEELS NICE, DOESN’T IT? TO WAKE UP AND KNOW THAT SOMEONE IN THE WORLD IS THINKING ABOUT YOU AND WANTS YOU. KNOWING THAT DESPITE HOW HORRIBLY THE WORLD TREATS YOU, SOMEONE THINKS YOU’RE PERFECT. I WANT THAT.

2010-08-16T04:10:00.007+08:00

It's 4am on a Monday morning and I gotta say I feel pretty shitty.

Don't ask me why cos I can't really answer myself.

It's just one of those nights where you feel that everything you've done in your life has amounted to NOTHING.

But hey, I've gone through many nights like this so how's this night any different?

Well, I don't really know either.

What I do know is this, I miss the days where I felt that there was something to look to each day. And I stay up each night, wondering if I'll ever be okay.

Where I can go to sleep at night and say " I guess my life is pretty good right now "

I'm really going through a rough patch as of now.
But I must say, I'm thankful for all the people that have made me felt otherwise.

Even though most people won't see this I'm still gonna do it

Joelle- It's nice to know that there's someone out there that still cares, thanks for all the random texts over the past few weeks. They are very much appreciated.Miss you loads. Hope we can get tickets to go see YOG TKD :D

FACEgroup bro's- I miss you guys like loads. All the bullshit we talk. I enjoy each outing we have, whether it's everyone, or just a few, it's still awesome to hang around with you all. U-mian, LAN, Bball..SENTOSA! Looking forward to seeing you guys soon. I hope EVERYONE can make it.

Marianne- Well, it's been some year huh.haha. Well thanks for still being around (:
Hope to see you next week. It's been a month-ish I think.haha

Elsa Chan- nobody scares me like you do. In a good way of course.haha. I don't even know if you still visit my blog though. Thanks for listening to me complain to you about loads of stuff. Thanks for being the sister I never had.lol

Widjaya- you were one of the first few friends that I ever made in TP. I'm glad to have met you. Hope all's well for you right now. You've always got me if you need to talk yeah (:

Brenda- OMG you.haha. I really don't think you'll see this but here it goes anyways. Even though how I got to know you was abit comical. Glad to have gotten to know you better. The numerous HTHT's :D Hope everything's well with you (: see you soon yeah?

TKD people- Now I know you all won't see this, but man, I love training. Even though it's just me & Marcus now. Hope you all come back soon. I enjoy training alot. Even though some times, it may make me more frustrated rather than de-stressing for me.haha. But I still enjoy (:

Sharlene- It's been a little while since we've talked. Hope everything is going well for you. You shouldn't be stressing out so much. Enjoy your Secondary school days. Don't get too stressed out over school and remember to always have time for your friends. As a good friend once told me, you're never and should never be too busy for your friends (:

And to everyone else whom at some point of my life, made me happy. Thanks to everyone (:

P.S It's 5am now. Lol. I should sleep soon.haha. Loads of pimples now I tell you

2010-08-15T00:16:00.003+08:00

I think it's a really long long long long time since I blogged. So since I've sorta got tonnes of free time, might as well blog (:

Slowly but surely, I guess you could say that things have been getting better.

I really got to thank the ZADAZ people who have been listening to me complain about annoying people.haha. Thanks guys! (:

Swensen's dinner was epic.haha. Played truth or dare where I chose dare twice. And asked each other really sick questions.lol

1st dare: Ask a waiter if he though Brenda was cute. The waiter said yes BTW.lol

2nd dare: Widjaya asked me to sniff pepper up my nose. When I sneezed it all out can like see the specs of pepper in my mucus~~ I bet you all just pictured that.LOL

When Widjaya chose dare I made him pay. Drink half a cup of water mixed with ketchup, chilli sauce. Alot of pepper and salt.haha.

But I must say, it was hell fun.haha

Then when we( Brenda, Widjaya, Wei Guang, Kenny and Gershon and me of course ). Poor Brenda she's like the only girl in our 'clique' per say. She's like a female pimp.HAHA.

Ice cream buffet at swensen's again was awesome. Food was pretty good and at $11 incl. GST for ice cream buffet. It's pretty worth it (:

Though there were someone disgustingly weird flavours. Mushroom was awful. Like really.haha. 'Seaweed and pistachio' was surprisingly yummy.haha.

On a sad note, I haven't been visiting my grandmum and aunt in the hospital lately and haven't been going to church.

The surgery went really well and my grandmother is coming home tomorrow
Grandaunt on the other hand, well to put it simply..she's dying. I don't know how to prepare myself for that day. Then again, who can?

Well, all I hope is when that day comes..I want there to be as little if not no pain at all for her.

I'll pray for both of them. It's all in your hands now.

~I love you both.

2010-07-25T21:50:00.003+08:00

When Thursday finally ended. I was looking forward to the week end because of Student union sub-comm camp.

Things started out pretty well at the beginning of camp. Remembered every one's names easily. Got along with almost everyone (:

Then came the cheers and I was all hyped up and ready to lose my voice.haha. Oh despite being a 2 day 1 night camp. I had such a big bag to bring.haha

And my group name is WOOLO! Like how cool is that.haha.

However as the night progressed we were all getting really tired and our energy sort of died out till asmine gave us a pep-talk sort of.haha

Things got better. Until....

That night at around 1am. I made one of the stupidest mistakes of my life. I sneaked out. I can't really remember why I did that. Normally I wouldn't do such a thing. But I guess I just got some bad news.

So while we were at macs. The Exco alumni walked in and caught us.

After a short lecture, we walked back to camp to see the main-comm people. They talked to us and scolded us..and told us that they wanted us to meet them at 715am.

So as I walked there along with mostafa. We were told to leave camp. And that we were out of Student union. I took it really badly. I was super duper sad. To be kicked out over a silly mistake I made.

If you ask me, it wasn't worth the double cheese burger. Cos to me, TPSU is worth a million cheese burgers to me.

Though I haven't given up yet. Hopefully I find the courage to look for the main-comm and ask for a second chance. My chances are slim, but I really want to be a part of this family. I had my chance and I blew it.

So yeah..I guess all the more things aren't going my way.

All I can do right now is look up & believe

2010-07-18T18:33:00.003+08:00

Lately I've been too depressed or too emotional to even think about being happy.

However, I can say that the past few days have reminded me of the happy and cheerful person I used to be. I'm glad for these few days

Met with my bro's yesterday was awesome.

I just felt so free. I didn't have any worries. Just for that half a day. Eating You Mian at roxy. Followed by LAN at pah. Which was and will always be super duper fun.haha.

Then we went to watch Eclipse. But only after going to cineleisure, then Plaza sing and then Finally. the cathay.

The movie wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. I guess it was the company that made it all worth while (:

Well, school's been a real let down. I just wish I got along with my classmates. Then my life wouldn't be so bad. But for now, I'll just be happy with what I got.

Thanks to all my friends who have been there for me. Even though at times I may not feel that way, It's the thought that counts.

I've been going through a rough patch this year. It doesn't seem to be getting better anytime soon. So thanks to all the people who cared about me.

I'll put all my faith in you. Cos right now, it's all in your hands.

2010-07-12T21:54:00.004+08:00

My self esteem may as well be non-existent right now.

I've never ever felt like this. It's the worse.

I don't wanna go through this for another 2.5 years.

2010-07-06T22:11:00.003+08:00

My life really sucks right now. I don't even have ability to put it into words....

Actually my life itself doesn't really suck. School just sucks. But since majority of my next 3 years will be spent in school. My life sucks. So yeah

I don't even know how to say it. Basically I'm all alone in class with no one to talk to. I'm always sitting alone in lectures and tutorials. No friends in a class. People whom I thought were my friends aren't. It really sucks right now.

I was just given even more bad news today. I don't really wanna say it. One by one, people start leaving, then again, nobody is there forever.

I feel really alone. And no matter how people say they'll be there for me, let's face it. I'll always be alone no matter what.

At first it was just alone at home. And school back then was great cos I got to hang out with my friends.

Seeing that I've made nothing but enemies now, I really am alone in school..

You know what it's like to be told to fuck off from a group. Just by one guy, while the others just walk away in silence as if they've lost their mouth.

Finding a quiet place where you just sat down, wanting to cry but you know you just can't. Afraid of people seeing you. And at that very moment, you realize that the world is a cruel place and you start to wonder " How am I gonna get through the next 3 years "..I thought long and hard about it.

I no longer feel any motivation to study or work hard. My mother told me that I'm in school to study, not make friends.

I think that is the stupidest thing ever for it's the people we meet along our journey that make life worth living.

But right now, I just wanna be hit by a car. I couldn't care what happens to me. Anything to make this go away.

I just wanna crawl up in bed and pretend that the world doesn't exist. And when I finally come to my senses, everything, all my problems would have gone away.

But there's no such freaking thing. So here's to the people who make my school life terrible. God bless you.

Suicide has never ever been this tempting.
( Don't take this line too seriously )

2010-06-09T01:26:00.000+08:00

I might as well blog since I've got the time (:

Term test

Argh, well honestly I wasn't looking forward to this week. Then again, who does?haha.
All tests are terrible regardless of how I do.
I pray that I can pass everything, maybe I'm not studying enough :(

And a light bulb blew during our MEB exam so let's just hope the paper doesn't 'blow' too.haha

ZGFK or ZTFK

ZADAZ GO FLY KITEEE WOOOHOOOO! or for some ZADAZ TRY FLY KITEEE BUT STILL WOOOHOO.haha.

Anyways met up with them at marina mrt to go to the barrage. As usual 3/4 of the people would be late.haha. Then it started to rain by which we decided to head to marina square to wait for the rain to settle down.

Went to Just Acia for lunch. And no it's not a spelling error. Yun loong was going on about how they spelt acia wrong at another branch when that's how they spell it. So himbo of him.haha.

Anyways, I found out Brenda's eye-candy and kept on disturbing her about it.haha.
Then we played this game where whoever guesses the number correct has to take one spoonful of this diabolical concoction which consisted of coconut,chocoloate, choco+vanilla swirl ice cream, Japanese chilli flakes, soy sauce, herbal chicken soup and lots and lots of vinegar.haha.

I kenna like 5 times.haha. The first 2 was ok, until I decided to add more vinegar- BAD BAD IDEA BTW- to make things more interesting.haha

The weather seemed to be better by this time and we went back to marina bay to head to the barrage.

All in all. It was pretty fun. I flew my first kite at the age of 18! haha.
Played rugby too which resulted in my white shoes covered in mud! :(
Stayed at the barrage till about8+ to see the sunset before going for dinner.

Went to POMO for dinner at the japanese food street thingy. Then walked dono where for some awesome tau huay! The tau huay there is so smooth. Yummy.

Accompanied with my tau huay chui and you tiao..omg awesome. I'm gonna become fatter at this rate I tell you. Walked nearby to lasalle and sat down there and ate.

One of the best outings I've had.haha

Training

I'm slowly starting to train again. I really suck now man. So annoyed with myself. My sir said I'd need to lose weight for me to get back to my peak. Which is annoying. Cos I hate having to lose weight but argh.

I'm also starting to run in the morning so I guess that's a start.
Oh and I'm trying train my left leg too! Cos it's even worse than my right :(

Oh wells, it's term break now and I guess it's been pretty fun.

Went to play LAN with Mal, De cruz and gable at PP. Played CS, L4D2 and battlefield. Battlefield 2 was probably the most fun. Also because getting owned by Mal in CS ain't really that fun.

The holidays have started out really good I guess. Now it's time to get back to studies. Meeting the group later do start on MEB project.

Going to brazil churasco for dinner later! (:

2010-05-29T17:27:00.005+08:00

People say I don't update enough. Oh wells, maybe I should (:

18th Birthday

Let's just say that the birthday didn't turn out too well. Had school from 9am to 6pm :( Which didn't leave much time to celebrate. So after school I was gonna visit DK who just came out from the hospital and met cass at the bus stop.haha. She was right in front of me literally and I couldn't see her.haha.

Anyways after seeing DK and catching up, my mother kept on rushing me home even though I wanted to stay out longer. So I rushed home after a spending a few hours with them and for what? To cut the cake and listen to a half heartedly sang birthday song. My brother was watching TV, dad reading the newspaper and everyone else just doing their own thing.

Well I spent the remainder of the night studying. What a lousy day man

Friday 28th

Today I told myself that I would make up for yesterdays lousy-ness.haha.Met the guys to go and play Bball though I couldn't stay for long. I'm really getting addicted to Bball cos of them. It's actually damn fun.haha. I need to start playing soccer again. Anyways after playing with them for about 2 hours? Rushed home to bathe and go and meet Amelia

Was supposed to meet her at 3 at orchard MRT but I called her and told her I'd be 15 mins late :P Well I turned out to be an hour late..Sorry :( Anyways, She was at forum - a place I never knew existed at all.haha.

I noticed that everytime I'm gonna meet her, I'm always late.haha. I still owe her for the last time. And now I'm supposed to bring her shopping to make up for all the times I've been late.haha. So the next time we meet, I'll make it up to her, if not I'll keep owing her which ain't good.. cos it'll probably make me broke.haha

Anyways john koh came by a bit later and we studied together. Ok not really studied but I didn't manage to get in 2 tutorials for revision. So I guess it wasn't a total study-outing failure (:

After which I walked to meet Joelle at somerset. She looks shorter these days.HAHA. Sorry..anyways, we were going to have dinner at marche but I couldn't really remember where it was and we ended up walking around abit before we found it. Only to see the freaking long line there.

So after walking around here & there thinking of places to eat. So after moving off to Orchard central to look for places to eat. Finally decided to go eat at spageddies. More than happy to since I've eaten there before and like the food.

Had lotsa fun catching up with her.

Then we went to cineleisure for Frolick. Wanted to try the lychee flavour. The girl gave Joelle this tiny sample and I got this mouthful sample, I was more than happy to oblige ofcourse.HeHeHeHelium.

After which we just walked around 313 and heeren before we went home. A good day, meeting up with people I haven't seen in AGES!haha.

Well now today however, I decided to go & cut my hair. I seriously regret going to a barber now. My hair looks weird and stupid. My aunty though I looked stupid and funny and well, I can just begin to see what the poly people will say. So I'm getting ready to be laughed at on Monday.

So good luck to me (:

2010-05-25T00:48:00.002+08:00

I guess I should update a little bit.

Nothing much has happened in the past week.
Went to see the VJC people during their comp. They did pretty well so congrats to them.

The past few days have been well, awkward. The stress level seems to have plateaued compared to last week. Then again, I see it rising next week.haha.

It's gonna be term test already. I really hope I do well, I'm studying pretty hard for it.

I guess I'm getting more tired these days. I go to bed with my "awesome" red eyes.

Oh, and also I've realized, that it's hard for me to talk to people now. I used to be able to go on and on and on and on. But now, I just sit there quietly by myself sometimes and just stone or think about stupid stuff.

I realize that because I do that. I come across as one of those 'weird ones' and it just annoys me. Cos in some way, I probably am weird, but hey, there's more to me ain't it.

Is it me? Or is it them? I really don't know here. And I'm kinda clueless as to what to do.

2010-05-16T22:30:00.003+08:00

I really wonder who reads my blog these days. Well, who can blame them when I barely update it.haha.

So yeah, Shall do a short short post.

MJC CHOIR

Today was a really really tiring day. Cos I had lessons at 8 at which I was late by 15 mins.hehe. And I had forgotten to take bring the tickets to school.

So I kept on thinking how I could go home to take them. When APEL ended early, I decided to take a cab back, get the tickets and cab back to TP. The cab cost me $11,The price of another ticket btw.haha

So when the day finally ended, 15 mins late, Rushed over to esplanade to meet up with Aaron so I could pass him his ticket.

Anyways after entering, Ian was sitting next to us, and his reaction was pretty fun.
" OMG, Your hair?!" HAHAHA.
It seems to be everyone's reaction when I have not seen them in ages.haha.

Well, the concert was pretty good, though I was damn tired from school and nearly fell asleep when the guys were singing.

Ian was like " All these songs are more for winning stuff and not entertainment, typical Singaporeans " LOL. Thankfully they had entertaining songs after that.haha

But when they came out dressed uummm differently,LOL. Guess it was more entertaining.
Good to laugh at also.HeHeHeHeHeHelium

When the concert came to an end waited to see her after which we left.
Something weird happened after that but we shall not go there.haha

Friday Training 14/5/2010

Came for 6pm training today. It was pretty good and all, and XJ mam asked us to spar with the ITE clementi as they were going for competition in August.

She wanted them to get the feeling of sparring in a Tournament. Before that mam also told us not to hold back our kicks and kick them like you would in a tournament.haha.

Well, honestly, it's been more than half a year since I sparred like that. But I still managed to thrash them pretty well.haha.

I honestly miss the thrill of sparring competitively it really makes my blood start to rush and the adrenaline pumping.

Though I came out with an injured left knee, I left many bruises on the guys arms as a souvenir for him.haha

Well that's roughly what happened during this week.

SOMEDAY SOMEONE WILL STEP INTO YOUR LIFE AND MAKE YOU REALIZE WHY IT NEVER WORKED OUT WITH ANYONE ELSE

2010-05-11T23:34:00.002+08:00

Saw this video on someone's blog. Found it really inspirational

I cried when watching this video. Cos well, it's really touching to see the things a father would do for his son.

The boy is suffering from cerebral palsy and wanted to run a marathon.
His father helped him to do it.

It's really touching and well, it shows the love a father has for his son.

I better get something nice for my dad on Father's day (:

2010-05-10T19:05:00.001+08:00

Heeey, finally decided to blog.haha. So I shall continue from where I left off.

Jam&hop

We came back on the following Friday to join the FOC people on their performance night and have fun! Though we came even earlier than told to. We still missed the FOC performance cos unlike us, the went first.haha. Well it was really great to see the GL's again.haha.

Well after cheering, jam & hop was about to start. Though the music wasn't that loud and was honestly pretty shitty, it was the company that made it all fun! I'll probably never ever go for a jam&hop till I learn how to dance properly.haha.

The next day, the GL's smsed us that Zadaz FOC got first which was awesome!!
Made me an even happier person.haha.

GLAM Outing

Right after FOC ended, we had our first outing on Sunday. Plan was to meet at 313 somerset for dinner and then see how things go from there.haha. So Before the outing, I had church in the morning after which met Ryann and Cass for lunch.

After which I wasted close to 1.5 hours traveling because it was 430 and I was suppose to meet them 6pm at Somerset MRT. So yeah. Took bus to somerset and walked around 313 for awhile before meeting other people.

Honestly it was hard to recognize some of the GL's cos well, most of the girls got make up on and I'm more used to seeing them wear FBT's.haha. Well they all looked really nice :)

So after splitting up into different groups cos a group 70+ people can't eat at the same place on a Sunday along orchard road. So I went to reluctantly went to subway with a group of people.haha. I'm honestly getting sick of subway.

Anyways, we watched Date night. It was really funny but I couldn't laugh cos my voice was just waaaay to 'sexy'.haha.

We bought soooo many tickets that day. We occupied like nearly half the cinema and I wish I had a picture for the long string of tickets. all 77 of them(:Yes I counted:)

Sadly after the movie I had to leave cos I had week 0 orientation the next day. So said my goodbye's to everyone and gave Liwen the remaining half of my sandwich cos I wasn't really feeling hungry anymore but I completely forgot about my cookie :( White choc chip hazelnut :(

Week 0

Well cos of FO, I was afraid week 0 would be boring, well the first day was pretty ok and the second day was even better. But overall I feel that It could not compare to the awesomeness of FO.

Totally different environment. Like everyone is so UNENTHU. Like I'm the only one cheering. Which kinda makes me feel like an idiot. But I still did it anyways.

Cos the second day was overnight activities, we went home on Wednesday morning and weren't required to come back for Thursday.

Came back on Friday which was regatta day and it was pretty ok I guess. Also they taught the TP mass dance which I already knew but they taught it wrong! What the hell right??haha.

Now my course is the only one with more guys. I had to dance with a guy who wasn't enthu at all. Anyways I ended up dancing AS the girl cos they I knew the dance. Wth right?

But regatta was good. Applied science won best cheer team for the 4th year running while business won best school for the 6th year running -.- haha.

Though somehow I still wish my class was more bonded, it's separated into the Chinese people and the Malay people. It's quite sad and I don't exactly know where I fit in :(..Oh well, it's only been the first week of school so lets see how things go.

Anyways, after week 0 ended met the ZADAZ people for dinner cos well, seeing them makes me really happy (: Though some of them left to go and prepare all the Gifts for the GL's. Some of us stayed so it wouldn't be so 'suspicious' even though they already suspected something.

Went to the arcade. Played daytona and even though I crashed way to many times, I ended up being first at the last second cos the other 2 were fighting each other and crashed while I just overtook.haha. Grace and Malvina were like " Colin you damn good. Wth man" haha.

Anyways went home after that cos we were meeting at Sentosa the next day.

Sentosa

Sentosa was really awesome. We were supposed to meet the ZADAZ people at 930 am at harbourfront MRT but everyone else was late so yeah. Went to mac's for breakfast and well, I missed the hot cakes like mad. Hotcakes are the bomb I tell you. yum yum yum.

Anyways we reached Sentosa at around close to 1. Well we had lots of fun throwing our GL's in the water.haha.

Played volleyball and beach soccer which were super duper fun. Played many other games, which I had forfeit like twice. Had 7 wonders with a girl. Twice.

After everything ended, we headed to vivo rooftop for dinner, gossip and some HTHT.haha. So funny hearing everyone's funny experiences. Qishan's one was damn funny.haha.

Anyways, soon it was time to go home, went home with shirley, alex and viv.
Was super tired by the end of the day.

ZADAZ DINNERS+OUTINGS

Well Zadaz is really the most awesome bunch of people. We've had 3 mushroom dinners since camp and many movie outing and hopefully many more to come. Well getting to see each other really makes me feel like part of this huge huge huge huge family.

Whenever there is a Zadaz outing, that day is always the day I look forward to the most. I can't help but be happy.

Well I hope we still continue to see each other soon.
Zadaz is love

2010-04-14T23:05:00.008+08:00

Hey guys. It's been 2 weeks since I last blogged. But man has alot happened.haha.

Honestly FOW was the sexiest most awesome camp that I have ever been to! Really. And the fact that some of my GL's are damn pretty and my age makes it all the better(:

Well I'd want to blog about everything, but I'll summarise(:

1st Day

When I arrived LATE as I have for every other camp.haha. I had to walk-in because I didn't manage register in time. When I got posted to ZADAZ(!) I was kinda sad that I wouldn't be with my school friends.

The first day went really really slowly. I wasn't so sure about whether I'd come back or not. But when The FA's told us their story. I was convinced and knew that I had to go back. At the end of the day, we were in 2nd place.

So as I reached home. I took out the cheer sheet and memorized all the cheers that they always used. Why you ask? Cos I wanted to put a smile on their face (: They deserve that much after the amount of effort put in.

2nd Day

As I arrived late, ONCE AGAIN.hehe. Met the usual people. It was great to see that EVERYONE came back. So then we started the cheers. As I we finished the cheer. I told everyone that I spent hours remembering the cheer. Turns out, everyone else did the same thing as me.haha. And you could see all the GL's smiling.

After which they taught us the hand sign song, school song and TP MASS DANCE!woooooohooooo. FTW!!!111ONEONEONE. Dance with Grace and then changed to Cheryl halfway.haha

Soon it was time to prepare for our performance night. And as sporting as I am. All the guys agreed to dance to Gee by SNSD.haha.

Anyways, once performance was over, We ran to the GL's and sang a song for them. It was really emotional cos well, we love them, we love zadaz (:haha.

However, our Morales were crushed as at the end of the day, we were in the last place

However, by the 2nd day, we were cheering our hearts out. And that was more than enough to see some of them cry. haha

3rd Day

Today, guess what, I was ON TIME.haha. Cos I didn't want to miss out on the fun. I came early. We did a mass dance again, danced with Shona this time (: But she seemed abit reluctant to hold hands and wasn't really smiling.haha.

But still had fun.

After which we started the wet games. It was all really fun. Favourite would be having to splash a water bomb on our head after which they'd squirt shampoo and we'd have to make as much foam as possible to fill up the cuts. You should have seen the look on the girls faces, Esp those who tied up their hair so nicely.haha.

Anyways basically we got really really wet. I had paint on my arms, chin, cheek elbows and IN my ears.lol.

Then came the war game/ final clash or whatever. Because we all had changed to 'the gathering' shirt. It was hard to recognize ourselves. After making and alliance with SCARFO. Throughout the camp, they've been our allies so big thanks to them. After which we achieved victory! The joy on our faces was just indescribable.

Sadly, FOW had come to an end. After exchanging numbers. Instead of heading of to CPF. We waited for our GL's to finish their debrief.

After which we headed down to CPF building for dinner as it was already 9pm and we had yet to take dinner.Hello HL. Don't know if you're ok or anything, and I don't really know you that well but I hope that everything get's better (:
Basically I had fun.haha. Sadly, I'm too tired to continue. But the story won't stop you. Cos Zadaz is legend.haha. Will continue about Jam&Hop and glam outing in the next post (:

WE ARE STILL YOUNG(:

2010-03-30T16:48:00.007+08:00

HELLO. Don't really know what to blog about, but since I've got the time, I think I might as well give it a go (:

Well I think I shall start about my holiday yeah(:

HONG KONG!!! :D

Going to HK with family and friends is probably the best. Went with Aunty Judy and her son's Scott and Zach

There are 2 parts of going overseas I hate, the flight going there and back. Going there was really a pain. The flight was supposed to leave at 6.45. Meaning that we had to be at the airport at 4:45 am!! And we'd have to leave the house at 4. So instead of sleeping. Stayed awake with Scott and Zach playing dota etc.

Then woke my parents up to get ready, and as usual we were running late.haha.
So going there was a pain as I forgot to bring cards. In the end I managed to get a few hours of broken sleep. Now the immigration didn't really leave me with a good impression. When I gave them my passport, after doing whatever there is to do, they just throw at you! So bloody rude can.

Was in such a wtf mood that at the end there was a service evaluation button with the choices 'Good' ' Satisfied' and 'terrible'. I think you all can tell which I pressed.haha.

Anyways, after taking the aiport express train. Btw the train ride there really was amazing. The scenery was really niceeee.

After reaching Hong kong Island and checking in to our hotel, first thing we did was to go get some lunch. And the best thing to eat is Cantonese porridge. Omg I really love the porridge there, pork ball/ beef and intestine. And accompanied with yummy and slightly sweet you tiao. yum yum yum.

Anyways, I think I'll just summarise the rest of the holiday yeah?

We went to Ocean park, Had lots of fun there. I say the best part would be taking the cable car to the theme park and waving at other people and laughing at how freaked out some of them are.haha.

Well, shopping to was really really great. It's like we wake up in the morning at oh around 9-ish and we shop till like dinner time.haha. It's really unbelievable. It's the longest amount of time I spent on shopping.

Food,haha. I think everyone knows it's awesome yeah? Porridge, fish ball soup, tong sui as my mother would call it. It just means deserts basically but damn are they good.

Oh and they have bubble tea tooo! there was this place awesome place that we went to where almost everything had mango in it. They had like mango something with like tiny tiny glutinous rice balls in it. It's exactly like bubble tea but minus the tea and the pearls.

Well I'm pretty satisfied yeah?.haha.

Oh and I must say, the weather.tsk tsk tsk. EPIC!. It's like 17 degrees almost everyday and it's they type of temp where it's cold but not toooo cold. Sometimes I where my hoodie and sometimes I don't. I was complaining to my mother on how I wanted to go back to HK cos Singapore is just too bloody effing HOT!!!

P.S the hotel had this bowl of FOX sweets and everyday and night I would take a handful or rather shamelessly picking out the green and red flavours :D

P.S The flight back home wasn't so bad cos we bought a deck of cards to play with and also we or rather Scott and Zach have MAH JONG CARDS!!!! WOOOHOOOOO SO FUN!

TRAVELLING!!

Travelling has really become a bitch. Really, anyways. Was suppose to go to Justin's house, so after making me wait at kembangan for 45 mins, they called me to quickly get on the train when I was downstairs waiting for them -.-

Well small matter (: but the thing is we traveled all the way YEW TEE. Like OMGEEEE EXPENSIVE CAN!. Went to play bball after which it started to rain. But we continued playing anyways, Gosh can't remember the last time I stayed in the rain. Actually I can but I shall not go there.haha.

After which Mal's itouch and phone just failed. Damn heart pain man

Visiting tipsy( she'll hate me for this soon )

Visited Elsa at work. Once again traveling there was a bitch. She works at botak jones next to SPH. Guess it's a pretty decent place and it wasn't crowded when I went there. Went there with Anthony so that I wouldn't be alone.haha. Didn't feel like eating but ended up eating Fish & Chips cos I saw someone else eating it and looked good.

After which we 31 down to PP to try and play pool but didn't in the end cos we'd have to wait forever to play.haha.

SOCCER!

This time Soccer was more enjoyable, played much better today. Was really fun playing for 4 hours. But it just makes you tired as hell.haha. It really does. So yeah, the first ever exercising I did coming back from HK.haha. Oh and I got hit in the nuts TWICE. The first one wasn't too bad, just jumped it off. The second one however was killer. It really was terrible. The pain lingered for a good 30 mins.
6 hours behind and 10009 km apart. Come back soon, I miss you
Well that's about it I guess.
Oh and Injured my leg last night during training, hopefully it heals in time for soccer tmr. If not I'm not playing

Money money money

2010-03-05T00:31:00.005+08:00

It's kind of annoying that money will forever be a problem.

Here I am listening to my parents talking about how they are going to pay for my Poly fees. It's so annoying. It really is.

It gets me pissed of with myself you know.
My dad ain't exactly young. he's 64 this year.
The only reason he is working is because of me and my brother.
And because of all these issues. It makes me think that maybe going to JC would have been a better option financially.

Well it sure beats spending $1000 for every 1/2 year for 3 years.
That's $6000
And that kind of money don't exactly grow on tree's now does it

And coming from my perspective. There isn't really much I can do to help them money wise now is there?

Yeah I can work. But poly is gonna start in less than a month. who is gonna hire me for less than a month right?

Gosh it really is annoying when money becomes a problem. Though I've never said this, I'm feeling even more uselss and helpless than before. Though our parents tell me not to worry, I'm not stupid you know for goodness sake. I am worried. Not because that I may not get into a poly because of money. Or having to downgrade to HDB or whatever.

It's just that telling me not to worry is like telling me not to eat. I just can't close one eye on this kinda thing.

ARGH IT'S JUST FUCKING ANNOYING

2010-03-03T03:29:00.012+08:00

I'M BACK TO USING MY OLD SKIN!!

Though I just got used to the new one per say. I think this one has a much nicer and cleaner look right??haha.

So let's see.
POLY MEDICAL
I have not been going training regularly and well, I've gained weight :(

Found out when I went for the medical.
Poly requires us to do a full medical. So as I went to some polyclinic in Tampines. They asked us for urine sample. In my mind I was like" omg, I just took a piss this morning..got anymore left or not ??? o.o" thankfully there was.haha

Then came Scott's turn to take the urine test. Despite spending a pretty long time in the toilet. He could not 'squeeze' out anymore pee.haha.

We're suppose to like dip some plastic strip with many patches on it.
When he gave the aunty his vile per say. The aunty just started laughing cos she didn't know what to do.haha. In the end, he managed to do it. Don't know how.haha.

After which we went to queue for X-ray nearby. After giving the form, we waited outside for about 30mins. Till we realised that people who came in after us went in before us. Turns out, you need to pay first then go in -.-

So after getting everything done, went back to Scott's place to wait for his brother Zach to come back from school so that we could take our photo later.

So after dota-ing till 3 went down again to take photos. Went to some crappy looking shop. Regretted going there. The photos were off terrible quality, and despite asking where to look, I was still looking in the wrong direction. And because it's those old film ones, no retakes. The uncle charged us $7 for 4 passport sized photos

Realising that I looked terrible in the photo. I just went on complaining about the photo till I decided to go and retake at a different place.Luckily I did as the new one turned out way better IMHO.Then even Scott and Zach wanted to retake.haha

SOCCER

Played soccer at kallang cage recently. Pissed of some junior called Shane and he talked to me like on gangster.haha. Fucktard. In the end just said sorry cos I did play kinda rough with him.haha. But only because he was playing rough against me to begin with.haha.

Anyways, had fun overall (:

My latest pathetic English error...."I'm feeling damn board"

IT'S NOT THAT WE DON'T CARE, WE JUST KNOW THAT THE FIGHT AIN'T FAIR. SO WE KEEP WAITING...WAITING. WAITING ON THE WORLD TO CHANGE

It's not about finding time, it's about making time

2010-02-19T01:14:00.003+08:00

Everyone's really busy huh?

It's been getting pretty lonely and not to mention boring these days.Especially since I don't really intend on working for awhile. But then again I'll run out of money eventually.

Anyways it gets pretty lonely cos at home, there's nearly no one to talk to.

My parents aren't exactly people I talk to about anything..mainly because they turn everything I tell them into a life lesson which annoys me

My brother well, sometimes I think that he doesn't really want to talk to me. But hey, then again, we're completely different from each other. That leaves only my maid/ Godma.

Yeah I've known her as long as I've known my mum. Thing is I don't really trust her with my 'secrets' per say because in the end she tells my mum which would suck.

Plus everyone else is busy with work, school and their own lives to live.

Anyways,

CNY has been as I have predicted, it's not exactly as fun as it used to be..
Seems that even the people around me aren't exactly enjoying themselves either huh? Gosh this sucks alot...

Good things don't happen to me very often and even if they do they never last long.

It's sadly true..

Haiz I'm making myself even more sad now..

Anyways to all those having fun out there,

Happy Chinese New year to ya'll...

I miss you so much

And I'll keep telling myself to smile :)

2010-02-14T01:56:00.003+08:00

What hurts the most- Rascal Flatts

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let ?em out

I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while even though
Goin' on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm okay
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losin' you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder gettin' up, gettin' dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And havin' so much to say
(Much to say)
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do, oh
Oh yeah

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
(To say)
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do

Not seein' that lovin' you
That's what I was trying to do, ooo

______________________________________________

I guess there are lots of people who can relate to this song
Unfortunately I'm one of them..

But hey, just because everyone goes through pain in their life
It doesn't mean that the pain we feel is insignificant

We may be young
But the pain is as real as it can get..

That night, I actually decided to tell you how I was feeling
Yes your words were harsh

But honestly you're the only one whose words
Are actually helping..

Though even after this while
I'm still not over it..

I believe that well
It'll happen..

They say time heals all wounds
but they never said how much
But it'll happen.

But right now, I'll still be here...waiting

Thank you

WEIRD DREAMS

2010-02-10T16:45:00.009+08:00

This year might not be so enjoyable as the last few years..

Chinese New year..The food would still be good.

But I'd have too many things on my mind.

I don't know how things are on your end, cos we barely talk.

My life seems much like a boring routine now..

I'd honestly rather be in school.

Life's become really mundane.

All I ever do is use the computer
Watch Tv
Eat

And an occasional exercise every now and then.

Anyways I've been having a lot of dreams lately..
So I'll just say those I remember

The first one would be

I was in school, in class in fact
Dreamed that my entire class was retaking O levels.

But we were retaking individual subjects
I was retaking A maths

Danish was retaking Malay

And there were 4T boys who were there, and we were told because they did well for N's and were offered to go to 5N, anyways saw 3 faces, Myles, Ted and Khairi.haha

Yeah that's a really random dream huh?

Second dream was really super duper extra random,haha

For some reason I was out with Joelle. Yeah No idea what we were doing.
Only thing I remember she was not her usual self.

The fact that I was out with her is already unusual.haha.

Anyways, whatever I asked her to do she did it..

Like I asked her if she wanted to come for Samantha's surprise party she said okay

I asked her where she wanted to eat and she decided to simply.
"Carl's junior"

Anyways we headed towards her place.
And she actually knew Jia ming was going and yet she still went.

And she talked with Jia ming, and he introduced her to Samantha.

I woke up and told myself...WTF??!?!?!?

And this one of another person.

Dreamed that we were living together in a place that sorta resembled mine

You were using your iPhone with the purple casing and for some reason, I had one to and apparently I just got it with a silver casing.

Then I gave you a kiss.

After which, you told me I had to charge it because it'd for only 20mins
So I looked for the charger, and then went downstairs to charge it

Saw you near the power point with a blanket over your entire body
Looked under the blanket and asked what you were doing, you said it was dark and cold(?!)

Then you were playing this game on your iPhone, and you said it was a Jackie Chan game.

And he was fighting this orange looking figures.haha.

Then I gave you one last kiss before I suddenly woke up..
Marianne♥, will you be my valentine?

All these weird dreams I tell you, it must be because I'm so lonely at home.haha.

Oh oh oh, I remember one I had about late last year..

Dreamed about Pokemon,I was this gym leader who used Water/ Ice Pokemon

And apparently I was like damn pro.haha

Yeah and I knew the people who challenged me in the gym..

Example of such people, In order from the 1st person
1.Marcus, Wearing an army uniform
2.Joelle, Dressed up like a typical female trainer from Pokemon
3.Malcolm, Wearing skinnies and sunglasses
4.Amelia, can't really remember what you were wearing, but I remember FBT's.haha
5.Leyon, this one, cannot forget, dressed up like the boy from kingdom hearts.HAHA

I lost only to Amelia and Marcus.

Almost lost to Malcolm

But Joelle and Leyon lost hands down.haha

Ok so that's the last of my random dreams that I remember.haha

I sense a cold.....a cold shoulder..

2010-02-02T19:35:00.003+08:00

Now that the JC people have started school.

I'm actually quite jealous.

There's an actual unity that can't be found in a poly
That sense of belonging and school spirit.
Also because well, everyone has something in common-the uniforms.

I'm gonna miss wearing a uniform honestly, well yeah I'll be wearing one during NS but that's a different case isn't it.

It's just something about a JC that brings people together.
I guess it's also because JC is something like secondary school
Which I'm gonna miss terribly.

And for one, I'm gonna miss student concession to...it's gonna be so expensive to travel.

Though I'm not to keen on the stress part but hey, it's an environment like this that I enjoy

It's probably smaller-in a good way-compared to a poly in a sense that you're bound to know more people.

I wish I could have gone to a JC but I doubt I'd have made it.haha

I know I start school later, but hey I will be starting school so there's no escaping it right?

I'd be willing to sacrifice my holidays to get student travel rates and go to a school with a much better environment no?

Anyways, to all those in JC, I envy you alot

2010-01-28T01:51:00.002+08:00

MOE:COLIN KUOK WHYE SANTA MARIA, you are posted to TEMASEK POLY, CHEMICAL ENGINEERING(T33) under 2010 JAE

I'm actually quite happy with this, though I really wanted my first choice
SP APPLIED CHEMISTRY PHARMACEUTICAL SCIENCE.

I'm going down to SP just for the sake of appealing.haha.
I'm gonna sleep on it. I might not even want to appeal now.haha.

So yeah hopefully everyone is happy with their choices.
I have to move on...even if I don't want to

2009-12-25T18:22:00.003+08:00

I think it's time I updated. Won't have time tmr. Got work and BBQ.
Well life's been good. With an occasional lonely moment.haha.
Well I'll get started (:

SATURDAY 14th November

Went to the ACS(B) carnival. I've been there before but transport was provided the last time.haha. Well, was supposed to meet Elsa at newton but as usual I woke up late.

Actually, I woke up early but I went back to sleep.
Forgot to reset my alarm after that hence me waking up late.

Anyways, rushed there. She was pretty pissed at me.SORRY SA! I'm supposed to make it up to you. I owe you for all the help.haha. I'll blanjah you something.haha.

Anyways didn't really do much at the carnival. Let's just say that I was very happy that day (:
Met Marianne, Elsa, Deborah and their senior, Jia min? correct spelling??haha
Followed them to Far east. As they went looking for their prom dress.

I'm used to shopping so yeah. Though they talk about stuff I'm not supposed to hear so I walk as near as possible without hearing their conversations.

There was this one time I saw umm one of them( not saying who )grabbed her own boob and was measuring don't know what and I just turned and looked away.lol.

So after Marianne had to go home, followed her to the MRT after which I headed to pines. Was not planning on going but I felt bad for not going. It was however for a good cause (:

So helped them train but mostly didn't do much Cos training was about to end. So just told them all the good news.haha.

After that we went to Pasta mania for dinner. I didn't really eat much because I had dinner at home. It was really good food too so yeah (: Ordered the Italian soda and just watched them eat. haha. Headed home after that.

TUESDAY 17th November

Decided that I had to go shopping as Grad nite was 2 days away. Wanted to get a shirt and a blazer. So headed down to G2000 at vivo.

I wouldn't buy a blazer there unless I had the money. It was like $200.
Which is way more than I was willing to pay. SO yeah.

Thought of other places. So in the end, headed down to Mustafa.haha. It was a good choice. Shirts were pretty cheap there. Though I still spent way more than I had intended to but heck. Its worth it (:

THURSDAY 19th November

So I was all excited.haha. Never dressed up so formal before ;) Asked Malcolm for a lift cos he said his mum could send.
Then a little after he told me. He said his mum coudln't send him so we would take a taxi.

Leyon and Joel Heng came over to Malcolms place. Then I remembered that I forgot my invitation.HAHA. Classic I tell you.haha.

So took a slight detour to me house after which headed by the PIE to hyatt. Unfortunately, it was sorta jammed which caused our fare to shoot up. Especially since it was during peak period.

Well after we reached there had cocktail. When you hear cocktail, you think it would be some juice mix but no. Just coke, orange and sprite. Ah but who's complaining.haha.

So saw everyone some dressed very well. Some seriously under dressed.
So I peeked inside the ballroom. It was kinda disappointing. It was kinda small.

The food wasn't that spectacular for the $90 we paid. Yeah it was nice but yet again, not woth $90. Still we had fun just chatting. The games were pretty silly as I've been to past grad nites and well heard them before.haha. Sorta spoiled the fun but we still had fun.haha.

Lucky draw prizes weren't that nice either.

The real fun began once it was over. Photo taking. Took as many photos as I could.haha

After which, Me,Joel Heng, Joel De Cruz, Leyon, Gable, Amir, Malcolm, Jason And Joshua decided that we wouldn't go home but would stay out the entire night. Jason decided to go home in the end. So we walked around orchard road deciding on what do.

We walked to cineleisure to see the movie timings.
Watched 2012 at 2am! haha
The movie was pretty good. Though in the end it's still a sad sad story.
400 000 people live.haha.

After the movie Ended, Joshua and Amir headed back as they were tired. The rest of us continued to walk around. Decided to wait for the first bus.haha.

So we camwhored while waiting for bus.haha. Attempted jump shots most of which failed.haha. So at 610 am. The bus came. As usual I stay awake on a bus ride while the others went to sleep.haha.

Anyways reached home around 7+ and slept at 8am

WEDNESDAY 25th November

Had work the day before so I reached home pretty late.
Around 12 ish, Anthony called. I finally decided to pick up his calls as I was freaking tired.haha.

So he asked me to meet him at Changi village. So I quickly got up. Bathed and took a cab down there.
They were at subway waiting for me. Though I wasn't feeling very hungry, I got a foot long anyways.haha.
After which we decided that we'd play badminton tomorrow at CBC.
So after booking the court, went to the main club and played in the ballpit.haha.

After that Jia ming and Anthony had to go back to school. So we took a bus back to Tampines. So after that I went home.

THURSDAY 26th November

So today morning, woke up in time for badminton. The sky looked pretty dark so I decided that we should leave early. Also because Anthony had to go to Sharlene's house to return their umbrella. So after we returned the umbrella, it started to drizzle. So we sort of ran to the bus stop.

The moment we reached the bus stop
It started to rain freaking heavily.

We flagged a cab. Now it took us 3 seconds to get into a cab
1st second- rush to the cab door
2nd second- open the door
3rd second- Get into the cab

However 3 seconds was enough to get us fairly drenched.haha.

Anyways we reached there and did what we did.haha.

ok because I can't remember what happened after this. I shall skip to more recent events.

WEDNESDAY 16th December

1st Day/Night

Was supposed to meet Leyon and the rest at Tanah Merah MRT at 1230. However, I decided to meet Joshua at Tampines since there was a direct bus there.

Just when I met Joshua, Malcolm told us that we were to meet there at 230. While leyon told us to be at Changi Beach Club at 130. Malcolm booked the chalet. Thanks!

So obviously we were an hour earlier. Went to Joshua's place because he forgot to bring pants for pool.

After we reached, we pretty much played Halo and Guitar Hero all the way.haha.
Awesome stuff I tell you.

Awesome until there was a freaking blackout...
Throughout the night with no power.

At first we couldn't find the guard because he fell asleep watching Tv in the lounge.hahaha.

So we woke up one of the teachers who were there for some TKGS tennis camp.
We randomly knocked on a door and saw a girl in her most unglam moment ever.haha.
We asked her where her teacher was.lol. Felt so bad for doing that.

Anyways, nothing could be done so we decided that we would try to sleep.haha.
We tried sleeping on the long chairs by the pool. But it started to rain.haha

So I fell asleep at the door waiting for the technician guy to come.
So once the power came back. We switched on the air con and went back to sleep.haha.

2nd Day/Night

when we woke up. Went to play badminton till 12 after which we went to swim.haha.
Then we went to Changi Village for lunch and then went to play bowling.
I had my highest score of 149. Which is like a personal best for me.haha

After which we played pool. I lost to malcolm only.haha.

Then we had dinner and Halo-ed/ guitar hero all the night.
With the support of red bull...awesome shitz.haha

The next day we had breakfast, checked out and went home.

MONDAY 21st December

Met Martin in the train to help him buy drinks for his chalet.
So after reaching there, the bungalow was big.haha. Really big.

Well there's nothing much to say except the bbq was awesome.haha.
Great to see my seniors and friends again. Made some new friends to (:

Anyways. Thanks to all who've made the holidays great for me.
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL OF YOU.

WEDNESDAY 23rd December

Today I met up with Clement and Nicole. Have not met up with them in about a year. Actually I saw Nicole earlier this month but we never hung out.

So yes, we met at Pasir Ris superdog. So ordered a chicken burger which was pretty good. Didn't wanna waste too much money so I had to save by ordering student meal

I shall try the chili cheese fries another time as they are supposedly awesome.haha

Anyways took a bus down to downtown east. We were wondering how to get to escape theme park.

So while passing by the entrance at costa sands, the other guys, my bro, Anthony and Clement were looking at other girls in the swimming pool cos like there's this glass pannel that you can see through from below.

Me and Nicole just stared at Clement and gang.haha.

After finding out where the entrance was. We bought tickets. Which were cheap thanks to NEBO cards.haha.

We decided to go for the go-kart. Queued for quite some time before our turn came. I was the only one in driving solo as Nicole was too young to drive apparently.haha.

Clement shared with my brother.

So naturally I was faster then the rest. Because Nicole and Anthony went first they waited up ahead because they wanted to bang us from behind.

Ok sounds wrong but yeah. Now because Nicole wasn't driving, she kept on stepping on Anthony's foot which sped up the kart.haha.

then we went on this ride where it requires us to lie down on our stomachs. And it circles around and up and down. Pretty boring. No kick.haha.

After that, we went to the viking/pirate/whatever.
It was damn fun. Although it did feel kind of uncomfortable. That sense of free fall.
My balls felt funny. It's not laughing matter man.

Like the ship goes beyond the 90 degree mark.
Oh we sat the edge also so there's more 'kick' per say.
Was screaming my lungs out for fun though. You could see some girls on the other edge looking petrified.haha. Or like they are about to puke

We then decided to go for the wet ride. Can't remember the names. Went with clement while my bro went with Nicole.

There are two
The low one and the high one.

The low one wasn't much kick as we went down pretty quickly.

The high one however was pretty scary.haha.
I got kinda wet. The entire front of my body soaked.

So after which I showered and change and we headed down to parkway. Clement left us to go meet his darling Roxanne.haha

While the rest of us, Me, my brother, Anthony and Nicole went to Parkway for dinner.
After which we talked and talked all the way to Anthony's place where we talked more and eventually had to send her back. So just walked her to the bus stop and then took the last MRT home.

So yeah.

MERRY CHRISTMAS ONCE AGAIN AND A HAPPY BOXING DAY!!

2009-11-12T00:24:00.011+08:00

Heyllooooooo people. It's been freaking awhile since I updated my blog. Well first of all, O's are finally over!!! The long awaited date & time. 11 November 3p.m
Then again, Now that it's here, I'm gonna miss school :/ Poly is where I intend to go. It'll be so different from st pats. Oh wells.

WEDNESDAY 21st October

Today would be the last day I would see marcus. Maybe not last day but won't see him so often. So went to chomp chomp at Serangoon Gardens.

Met him at Tanah Merah and took a 45 mins bus all the wayt there and walked.haha.

Food was good. Marcus has shaved his head and has adopted the black full frame look.haha. Looks so different. I also found out something today.haha.

I had to leave early as I had practical the next day while the others went drinking.haha. So yeah bye bye Marcus!.

Things I wanna do

Play bball again. I'll explain why soon
Play badminton again. I wanna get back my standard. If there was even one.haha.

Go back for TKD. I seriously miss it!! Marcus not gonna be there so not as fun.

Well got JM so still can la.haha.

I'm sure there are other things but I've yet to think of them.

Ooooh baking is fun toooo!!! (:

WEDNESDAY 28 October

So it happened. I remember in Primary 2, I did not do a page in the maths exam cos I didn't see it.
Who new that 9 years later, history would repeat itself. As I finished my 8th question of my E maths P2 40mins early.

I felt so happy that I had finished early. So I spent the next 35mins checking through my 8 questions. I was confident of them being correct.

As I leaned back on my chair and watched the clock slowly reach the end time of 5pm. I was flipping through the paper.

I got the biggest shock of my life. question 9 and 10. I thought to myself.......FUCK CB. In an instant my life flashed before me..I'm just kidding,haha.

But yeah I panicked and by the time I read the question time was up. Never have I felt so utterly pathetic. It was so easy. Shit happens!

Spent the next few days moping and thinking too myself. HOW??? Stupid paper was stuck together. 23 marks gone!!!!!!!!!!!!!.

Thankfully, the rest of the week was A maths which I wouldn't be going for. So I had time to get out of that emo state. Well, I'll think of it as a life experiece.

Something to tell my children. Chloe and Cedric.
Oh yeah, I like those 2 names (:

WEDNESDAY 11 November= Liberation

The MCQ comb sci paper was good. Though I was confident of getting full marks, after I came out, I new I wouldn't get full marks. I'd still score good though (:

So after the paper, went with Malcolm, Joel Heng, Leyon and Joshua to Aston's for celebration. I was gonna have steak for dinner so I thought I'd order something else.

The food there was bloody good and worth it. I'm defintely going back there again!

After which, Joshua went back home to play W.O.W haha. A game which he has dedicated 2 days of a week to play.haha.

Went to Leyon's place to play bball. It was quite fun cos this time I hit a 1 3 pointer and managed to score a few times.

After awhile, there was this 4E5 guy who asked us to play with those other people full court. This guy just wanted to impress his GF. Like freaking obvious, for one, I don't like playing with people I don't know.

He managed to coax me into playing and just to stop him from irritating me, I agreed. Naturally I didn't really put my heart into it.

Oh also, there was this kid who was the most irritating boy. He seriously had issues. He was a small fat kid who saw himself as a big shot. Talked to us with no fucking respect.

I mean yeah he's a little kid and all but like seriously no freaking respect luh. Kinda says about his upbringing but who am I to judge. So yeah hopefully he grows up to be prim and proper.

However, despite all this, I did have fun.haha. It's been awhile since I had fun playing bball. In fact, a really long time.haha.

Maybe I'll play it again(:

Took a cab home cos Malcolm felt like puking and I was tired.haha. Reached home. Didn't do much. Ate yogurt and apple crumble for dinner.haha.

Oh got my tutor to mark my MCQ for me, I got 90% YAY!! That makes up for my practical.haha.

So now it's the weird freedom. I feel like I should have something to do. I can't just sit at home all day and do nothing. I need to go out and have fun!!! Anyone????

2009-10-23T01:32:00.001+08:00

IN THE MIDST OF CHANGING SKIN SO YEAH...WILL UPDATE SOON

2009-09-08T23:18:00.042+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE. IT'S THE HOLIDAYS NOW SO I'VE GOT MORE TIME TO BLOG. I'M GONNA TYPE AS MUCH AS I CAN K ????

MONDAY 24th August/ O level English oral

Today was physics and A maths paper 2. Physics was kinda tough in some way. A maths was the usual if you know what I mean.hahaha.
Anyways, waited till like 2+ for the O level oral. Turns out I was supposed to be first. So I thought I'd be lucky. I wouldn't have to stay back for too long. And I'd be able to sort of set the standard BUT(!) SOME FELLA went before me cos he missed his own timing. Ass. Anyways while waiting, Kabir started practicing by guess what?.......
READING HIS ENTRY PROOF. I tried my best to stop laughing. It was so retarded. Soon, we all started doing it to!!!!haha.
Practicing on:
" You are instructed to bring along this document when you report for the examinations. Please report to your exam centre at least half an hour before the commencement of each exam "
haha.

Danial told me that I my speaking was very unnatural. I totally agree but I've been getting good marks for it so who cares what he says.haha. Anyways passage was ok. Picture was LUCKY!! So many things to talk about.haha. Kept on talking and talking and talking. Though the first question they asked me sorta caught me off guard in a sense: " Why do you think this is happening? ".
This one sorta stunned me I guess. Other than that it was ok.

Conversation was quite good to.
1st question: Where do you like to go shopping?
Inside I was happy cos not to long before, went shopping with Amelia at vivo. So I talked about vivo.haha. Good stuff.haha
I can't really remember which one is which after this but doesn't matter
2nd question: Is your neighbourhood a safe place?
I said that I believe so even though the house opposite mine was robbed twice.haha. Which is true.haha. So yeah. Only her house apparently.haha. All because she leaves her super long ladders outside and leaves the windows open...
3rd question( this one got me a little ): How do you trust someone?
I was like( woah! ) flustered in that sense. In the end said based on their first impressions. And how you can judge them from their appearance.yeah.

After that felt so relaxed. Had to wait like 2 mins for them to dismiss cos can leave only after 3 and the time was 2.58 -.-""""""""""
I needed to pee reeeeeeeeeeally badly also.haha

MONDAY 31th August

Today was teacher's day. It was the usual. Fellow sec 5's played songs and dedicated songs and what not. So it was a pretty good day :)
After which went home to change. Met Marianne that day to go and get the note book for Aaron's birthday which we were gonna fill with a bunch of photos. Unglam photos to be exact.haha. After which went back to her place to help her with the photos.
After putting in about half the photos were put in. We got distracted.haha
I ♥ YOU MARINANNE ELIZABETH NG SI HUI
TUESDAY 1st SEPTEMBER

Today I did something I never thought I'd see myself d. I woke up early in the morning. To what you ask?...................
To study at the library!!??!?!?!?!?!!!?!???!?!?!!!.
Meeeee(?!) wake up to study :OOOOO
haha

Anyways yeah. Went to Marine Parade library to study with Lia, Gareth, Arthur, Aaron Sarah ng and her friend whom I just met, Karin. Yeah Studying with them is quite fun.haha. I managed to get some work done.haha. Though I had forgotten to bring my foolscap. So yeah after which, we went to Parkway Parade for lunch. Went to subway for lunch. Couldn't decided between a roast beef and meatball. So I got foot long roast beef while Arthur got foot long meatball. And we shared.haha.

As usual, Lia didn't want to eat but I told her to eat. So she ate yogurt for lunch. After which she decided to take my white chocolate chip hazelnut :(((((((( my fav. but oh wells. At least she'd have eaten.haha. You know what she said after that?
" OMG. I never knew a cookie could taste this good?! I haven't had a cookie in 2 years " I was like serious (!) Poor her. She used to be 38 kg. That was like terribly frightening. Like she could collapse any moment or something like that. So she took Arthur's white chocolate chip hazelnut cookie to.

So after which. Still feeling hungry, Lia wanted to get sushi for something. Which I thought to myself is a pretty good idea. So bought some sushi. Asked Lia to hold my drink for me while me and Gareth share. So when I finished the sushi and my remaning cookie , asked Lia for my drink. You know what(?), there was half left and she drank till like less than 1/4 was left.haha.

Went back in the rain ended up running through a puddle without knowing it.haha
Continued studying. After which took a short break. Then the lady asked me what I was doing there. I said studying. Then she asked " then what are you doing now ?!"
and I calmly replied and looked her in the eye " taking a break. Why? "
As usual. She had nothing to say to that and as usual threaten to throw us out of the library which is pretty stupid cos there were other's around us much more noise.haha. So yeah. Didn't let her stop me from talking.

Left around 5 ish to go home. Took the cake and went for Steamboat at my tuition teacher's place. The steamboat was pretty standard but the chilli was fantastic. Sorta tasted like a mix chicken rice chilli and chilli crab chilli.haha. It was fantastic either way. The soup was good to. After which my dad bought like 2 cakes for them. One was an Oreo cheesecake while the other was some sorta cake in like a pie crust topped with fresh fruits and jelly. Good stuff.

THURSDAY 3rd September

Today's Aaron's birthday. Just before my paper, I told him to meet me after the science MCQ paper. So in the parade square where I met him, took out the big notebook and he wished him happy birthday. When he saw the thing he was like "WOAH!!!!111" Like quite loud I think.haha. So after POA P2. Was supposed to meet Amelia but I didn't see that she asked me to meet her at redhill MRT. I'm really sorry K!!!!!
I don't know if you're angry at me or what. I'm like really really really sorry :(

FRIDAY 4th September

Today was a pretty good day. Went out for Japanese buffet at Suntec. The food was pretty good. Yummy yummy. Ate alot of expensive stuff.haha. Worth the $26+. So after a long lunch there. Walked around a little before heading back to the car. My mum, maid or rather Godma and my bro with me. Turns out the parking for like 2 hours plus cost like $5.60...so ex.

Yeah so went home. Slept for awhile. After which went to meet Joelle. Haven't seen this girl in like gosh. Long enough. Before that we were deciding where to go.haha. So she made me think and think and think. She wanted cheap food and Frozen Yogurt. So after thinking. Thought that we could share a foot long at subway at cine. Then stroll over the ion for yogurt.haha. Turns out she didn't wanna go there. Afraid to see her friends.haha. Scared I'll embarrass her or something.ROAR!!
Anyways it's all good. Still get to meet her.

So in the end, decided on Tampines. Didn't want her to travel back so far.haha. Met at tampines. I think we were on the same train. But like I came out first. So hard to find her.haha. Despite the green skirt.haha.I wonder why???hmmmm

So after finally spotting her,asked her where to go. So we went to Tampines mall. Walked down in the basement. She wanted Pastamania. I thought for awhile and told her that they didn't have one.haha. Then on the way up we saw the advertisement.haha!!
Me and my sense of direction.haha. After awhile I remembered where already.haha. SowieeeeEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
So went to Pastamania. Took a long time to choose what I wanted cos I wasn't really hungry. Joelle being Joelle takes joy in making fun of me.haha. I think. So yeah. I barely finished my meal. Like not even half. Also, for some reason. People were like staring at me I think. Never had people stare at me before. Or maybe they were staring at her. Or both of us? aiyah who cares.haha

After which we walked over to Tampines one for frolick!! Damn suay while she was ordering hers I had a stomach ache. So went to toilet and then ordered my yogurt. Mango with peach. I think she had original with granola or something.haha. After that we talked and talked and talked and talked. Then her friend from cca was there and swooped in and hugged her and i just smiled :))))) She was there with her brother. Honestly, they look like a couple. It's quite cute to see brother and sister who are so close. Anyways, we crapped and crapped and gossiped to! haha. We stayed till like 10+ till frolick was closing. I said i'd follow her back but as usual she wouldn't allow me and somehow always manages to win :/....haha. So just followed her to the bus interchange and saw her off before I went home. So yeah. A day well spent.haha.

SATURDAY 5th September

Woke up at 11 am. Was supposed to be in school at 1230 for Eurasian Association presentation.Apparently I got some excellence award. So yeah. Reported really early. Had a quick dry run.There was this quite pretty girl sitting next to me from St Margaret's haha. Ah wells didn't talk to her. Though she kept on slapping me with her hair. So yeah.haha. Had photo taking after everything. Then went down to eat something cos I had not eaten anything at all. The food was pretty good. Turns out , my dad taught the Guest of Honor when he was in the Police academy.haha. So cool.

So that concludes what has happened in like the past few weeks. It's been awhile since I blogged so yeah. Good to blog :)))))))))))))

2009-08-01T23:29:00.003+08:00

Hey Guys, I'm so sorry about not updating. Life's been a roller coaster lately. With all the ups and down. My mood is so messed up.

Though I can't really remember what has happened over the past month +. I just wanna thank all those who've helped me. You'd know who you are. Thanks for all the advice.

Well prelims are 2 weeks away. I should be studying my ass off. I'm studying. Just not as much as i should be. 2 months+ left to O levels. Makes me wonder why I wasted the past half a year not studying. I guess I had my fun. I gotta go all out.
It's not gonna be easy but I've gotta try. O levels has always been the start of everyone's future. It's the exam that starts everything. Why can't I take it seriously enough?

I guess I actually have to start worrying now....it feels so weird. I'm gonna miss St Pat's.....

Well, I'll try to update soon k.
I love you guys. Thanks

I miss trainings to :/
I wanna go back...

2009-05-28T22:00:00.005+08:00

HEY-LLO PEOPLE.

I guess the week's been ok.

MONDAY 25th May/ INTERSCHOOL NATIONALS

Had to wake up at 545 am today. Why? Because I forgot to do my mouthpiece the day before with sir. So I had to report 1 hour earlier at Choa Chu Kang or Regent Secondary. So I had to travel AAAAALLLLLLLLLLL the way To Choa Chu Kang. With no Ipod cos I had forgot to charge it.

Anyways, I shall say my results here.

First bout

I won 5-0. It was a rather easy match. I think I injured the guy though. Did too many back kicks. But well, that's the way I fight.haha

Second bout

This round was probably the most fun round.
The final score is 4-3
I back kicked him out of the ring twice.

Third bout

I lost in this bout. Really sad. Lost in sudden death cos the guy's lighter so naturally faster than me.

so the score was 2-2.
He won by sudden death.

In case you all don't know what sudden death means. It's an extra round. Where whoever scores first wins. Kinda like Golden Goal.haha

So yeah.

WEDNESDAY 27th May/ BIRTHDAY!

I guess today was sort of an ok ok day. If it weren't for Aaron, no one would've remembered my birthday.haha. I told my classmates not to tell.haha. So yeah. Had CCA after that. Taught the sec 1's unusual angles of photography.

Anyways after everything was over, Told Danish that it's my birthday. Then he was like " WAH, why never tell us????? haha. In the end he and Michael sang birthday song for me at the AVA corner in English, Malay and Chinese.haha

I reached home. And at 930 ish, I had one of the most awesome birthday cakes. It was so goodness. It's ALMOST sinful.haha. Had 2 slices.haha

So that's about my week.

OH AND THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO WISHED ME.
BELATED OR NOT.HAHA.

2009-05-20T21:45:00.005+08:00

hello. I've decided to update recently.haha.

FOR ONE, THE EXAMS ARE OVER. So yeah I guess I'm more free to update now.haha

THURSDAY 14th May

From Elsa Chan's Blog : Went out with Colin Santa Maria yesterday. Damn hilarious can. I'm never, ever playing pool again. Not only do I suck terribly at it, it's only an outlet to let people laugh at me. And besides, I went into the place when I was, technically, underage. (The place at Marina Square only allows people 16 years old and above. And since I turn 16 in a week. . .oh well, tumdedum.) Colin just whipped out his IC and we strolled past like nobody's business haha. And the guy at the next table was really freaking me out. He kept glaring at us and all. Haha. So we played two rounds of pool (me very reluctantly and only giving in upon seeing Colin's pouty face). Seriously I think the poking method works better. I still can't see the appeal of pool. Haha.

Me: "I can play golf better than I play pool."

Colin: "You play golf?"

Me: "No."

Yep so that's just about how well I play pool. Go figure as to why I agreed to play pool with the guy. Haha.

After pool we walked to the Esplanade and went to rooftop, then went back and bought drinks from the vending machines. Sat down on the triangular velvet seats inside-cos there was aircon, a huge factor-and talked for awhile. Walked back to Citylink Mall and on the way he completely broke down cos of the stupid Sponge joke. Played the Mountain Dew Game behind a pillar at Citylink and then walked back to take MRT to Raffles Place so that I could go to Aries to buy Kaitlin's birthday present. He tried to force me to pick something so that he could buy it for me for my birthday but TOUGH LUCK HAHA.

So yeah after a little deliberation as to what to do next we went back to Bishan, seeing as he had nothing better else to do. Sat and stoned at the effing hot interchange for half an hour so that he wouldn't have to tap out. Gave him my green friendship band, which became something most puzzling for him because he spent so much time thinking whether it was supposed to be on his right or left wrist.

THINGS I HAVE LEARNT ABOUT COLIN SANTA MARIA.
-He mixes chilli sauce and mayonnaise in this absolutely disgusting sauce and claims it's nice.
-He looks good carrying my striped handbag.
-He wears a size eleven shoe.
-His brother dances a mean para para.
-When he's bored, he camwhores. HAHA.
-He enjoys squeezing the life out of people in something normal people call a hug.
-Friendship bands intrigue him.

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Well for one, I'm never playing pool with her. I found the sponge joke hilarious. I'm telling it to a lot of people. So yeah. It was a good day overall.haha.

Training on Friday was as usual.haha

SATURDAY 16th May

Today woke up really early on a Saturday. Why? To meet Lia for lunch.haha. I woke up at 10. Ate Nasi Lemak For breakfast. Walked to the MRT to meet her. As usual, neither me nor her could decide where we should go first.haha. After some thought, we decided to go Vivo for MARCHE!!!. Let me tell you this. The food there is amazing. The prices are 'amazing' also but I think it's totally worth it. Which is why I wanna go there for my Birthday!! HEHEHE

So yeah. Lia being Lia ate deserts only...
Deserts for lunch. Genius I tell you.haha. Had the Bailey's and Mascarpone Cheese with the sponge!!!!!!1111oneoneone. That was like eating Heaven with a spoon. I didn't eat much. The prices were way to scary. So yeah. I'd normally someone but this time, sorry Lia! haha. So once we were done at marche, we headed down to City hall for Lia's favourite 'meal'. Yoghurt!!!haha. I love frozen yoghurt toooooo. This one's called yoguru.

So after walking around Raffles City mall, we got a little lost.haha. Found our way back to the MRT. We headed down to kembangan MRT.haha.

Lia: " so how do you want to go to church? You want to take a cab there?"

Me: " ummmm we can walk there."

Lia: " Can walk to OLPS?! ( our church )"

:)

when we finally WALKED to church, We were like 15 mins early. One by one people started coming in.haha. So yeah. The ceremony was basically this.

1. Take a lighted candle.
2. Put some salt on your tongue
3. Take your cert and stuff.

No. 2 was really funny. So many people did not want to put salt on their tongues.haha
Like the asked us to stick out our tongue. A lot of people were reluctant.haha.
Oh and because the ran out of candles, they had to freaking recycle candles can?

So I didn't get to keep my candle. Like WTH lah!!!
Marianne offered me her candle but yeah.Didn't take it.haha

So after everything. We did stuff.haha. Walked out to take a cab to PP. Me, Aaron, Teresa, Lia, Gareth ,Arthur and jeff. All 7 of us. So gareth forgot his wallet. Luckliy, he stays opposite church.haha. So when he came back, we got a cab, and without letting other people go in, Me, Gareth and Lia just got in. The other's were like shocked.haha. Then we went to PP ( Parkway Parade ) for frozen yogurt yet again!haha. We went to berry lite this time. however, they were so stingy with their toppings:/ haha. We had the mango and orignal yogurt. haha. After waited for the bus. Lia had to go for tuition. So I decided to pay for the cab. Dropped Jeff of at Marine Terrace and then Lia at Mandarin gardens.

Then when I reached home , Turns out, Lia's tuition got cancelled. We could have stayed out longer. Oh wells. Will be seeing her soon. She's gonna organize a bbq at her place after her MT O's.haha. So yeah. That's about it for today

SUNDAY 17th May

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARCUS!!! Yes I pretended not to know it's your birthday.haha. You've hit the big 20. Next year you'll be 21.haha. Have fun in NS!haha. So went for training today. Jesalyn asked us out for dinner.haha. With Melissa. I told her see how. Cos I had to go for Holy Family's confirmation.yeah.

So in the end we decided to meet at 8. In time so that both Marcus and I can make it. Marcus was there early as he had dinner with his Family there. Met Marcus. We ate at Pastamania. I don't think i'll eat there again. The food wasn't that great for the prices they charged. So after that we headed to 32 degrees farenheit for shaved ice. I tell you it was yummy!. So after that Mel took out Marcus cake which she got from breaktalk.

So he blew the candle. Got him to play a game. Cut a small slice of cake.haha. Stuffed the candle in the cake and asked him to pick it up with his mouth. All for the final results of slamming his face into the cake. Though I overdid it a little. He moved to the side just before his face hit the cake. Causing him to bleed in his mouth. Thankfully it was very bad so yeah.haha.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

That about sums it up.yeah :D

Everyone has to go someday...

2009-05-12T19:46:00.007+08:00

HELLO. It's been awhile since i updated.haha. Wells.
Things that happened.

1.CONFIRMATION
2.My grandaunt passed away

SUNDAY 3rd May

ALLELUIA! Well today was my confirmation. I first started out last year. With no friends. In a completely different enviroment. Where I knew no one.Thinking to myself. Why did I have to repeat. Well, Now I don't regret retaining. I think of it as a blessing. God has given me the chance to meet new people. So why should I take it as a bad thing. I've made quite a number of friends. Some whom I care a lot about.

Well lots of people came. Thanks for coming. If you didn't come to support me. It's ok.haha. I'm happy with whoever was there. Oh Amelia was there. Yes. I'm glad it didn't take anohter 2 years dear.haha She gave me an evelope with a rosary. Hand made!! haha. There was a note inside to and things I had to do to make her happy.

1."Make 2+2=5"..I'll try
2."Tattoo my name on your arm"....Can I use a marker? washable?haha
3."Feed me grapes"...Will raisins do? they're the same thing.
4."Pretend I'm a superhero"...You can save me. "I'll be your Damsel in distress?!haha"

5. She made her own check box for this.
- "Let me sink my teeth into my flesh"...You enjoy biting people huh? haha Well next time. Provided I don't scream like a girl first.haha.

Well I bought flowers for people. Sunflower for Marianne. 5 gebras/ Their daisies.haha. For Sarah leong, Sarah ng, Bianca, Teresa and Lia. They all liked it. Well they better have !.haha.

So yeah I wore an orange tie. Would have been the only one if it weren't for that basil.haha. Went to parkway after that for awhile before heading down to Eurasian Association after that for dinner.haha...really good day.haha.

Monday 4th-7th May

Well. I woke up around 2 am on tuesday. Cos I was trembling. Why I don't know. Maybe it's because I ate really little for dinner and went for training. Anyways went down to parents room. Gave me sugar water. Oh and found out My grandaunt passed away. 2345. 1145 pm basically. Yeah. My mum still could say that she visited me. Gosh she had no idea how much that freaked me out. Anyways I didn't go to school on Tuesday.
Took blood test. I hate blood test. I couldn't stand it...Took many blood tests when I was a kid. Cos of my allergies.Got the blood test back a few days later. Nothing wrong.haha.

Anyways I went over to Singapore casket's to see my grandaunty. In her casket. I wanted to cry. But I seriously controlled it and held it in. I stayed till 10 plus at night. Got home did some studying.

Thursday, the hearse came. Took it to Our lady of Lourdes for the funeral mass. The mass was really really quick. The sermen was really heartwarming. Then we went of to mandai for the creamatorium. It was ironically cold there. Yeah. Saw the coffin enter. My dad watched it enter the furnace.

After that we went to newton hawker center. It made me a lot happier. Like good food makes me happy can? haha Had one huge plate of oyster omelette. And 2 plates of Hokkien mee. Me, my mum, dad and my maid/ Godma.haha. After that headed home. yeah.

Many things happened over the weekend and friday. I do not wish to say it here. But yeah. Things that made me VERY HAPPY. Things that made me think. I talked to Joelle to.haha. I feel so much more relaxed about it now. Thanks for understanding dear.haha.

I think I'll end my post here.haha.

2009-04-21T15:55:00.014+08:00

I don't know why. But my life's been getting really sad. All these moments. They seem to coming all at once. Not bit by bit. It all started with that day. Oh wells. Life sucks. We all gotta live through it anyways.How am I supposed to believe you like this. Why can't you just tell me how you feel?
When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile.

I thank all my friends who were there to keep me going. To remind me that things will always be ok. Even though it may not seem so. Anyways. I'll be fine.

Firstly. I'd like to have a moment for the loss of my friend's mother. Who passed away recently. I hope he get's through life. I know what it's like to almost lose somebody. Then when you see your friend lose someone who's close to them. It makes you treasure them even more.

Anyways I'll start blogging

SATURDAY+SUNDAY 4th+5th April

Senior grading was today. Alot of people took grading today. I'm glad to say that all of them have a high chance of passing.haha. So yeah. After that we went to Toa Payoh to eat Macs. The grading ended really late. So yeah After that. Headed to Anthony's house to charge my phone.haha. It was dying.haha. After that. Headed down to OLPS( church ) for the lenten vigil. We stayed overnight in church. It's amazing I didn't fall asleep. Though at times I really wanted to but Marianne kept me awake. Teresa had way too much energy. She wanted to do push ups..like wth right?

Anyways Aaron got really red. He's allergic to wine. So his skin becomes red.haha. At first the lights were off. So it didn't look so bad. But wow. The moment the lights went on. Like a tomato man.haha. And me being me attracted everyone's attention. Making them all look at him. Making him embarrassed and eventually MORE red.haha. That was probably the highlight of the entire vigil.haha.

Then on Sunday, finished at 630. Rushed home. Took my uniform. Rushed to Yio chu kang sports hall for the junior grading. Reached there around 8+. Then after that. Did the usual thing. Oh and i wound up sparring with some brown black fella. WITHOUT ANY GUARDS. So yeah. The guy was big and all power. Slow but very powerful. Anyways i hurt my left hand. It hurt quite a bit.haha. Anyways after that, Sir brought us out for lunch. A really early one though.haha.

Oh met this girl called Samantha.haha. She came up to me and asked. " SIR, what do i do now???" haha. I said " Why you call me sir. I'm only 17" " how old are you"
She said " 17 also :) " haha. yeah So in the end. We( Marcus, Jia ming Anthony and I went to watch a movie. Now keep in mind that I did not get any sleep.haha. So yeah.Went to AMK hub to watch a movie. Race to witch mountain. So noramlly, i fell asleep in the cinema.haha. Took the bus home in the end. Fell asleep also.haha.

Now there was grading break. So only training on the 12th.haha

SUNDAY 12th April

First training after grading break. Today was a really surprising day. Samantha came back. It's been ages since I've last seen her. She looks less tom boyish which is good.haha. Anyways did target kicking and then fathul practiced his self defense on me. He didn't hold me when he threw me. So I landed full force. With a rip in my pants. A really big one.haha. Then called my mum to pick me up.haha. such a brilliant day huh.

THURSDAY April 9th
Went out to celebrate Samantha's birthday.haha. We basically went out to tampines. Just walked around and explored Tampines 1. It was opening day.haha. In the end we went to KFC when she wanted to go nihon mara or something like that. Anyways her friend worked at KFC. We laughed alot.haha. Good time

After that went to Daniel's mum funeral. Anyways Don't wanna talk about it.

MONDAY 13th+17th April

Both of the days were really the same. I finsihed school late so I only came for the 8 pm sessions. Yeah. No sparring cos XJ mam was not coming. So we did target kicking. Or rather they did target kicking.

SATURDAY 18th April

Today was Amelia's birthday.haha. She finally 16. And legal as she said.haha.
So it all started off with a bus to myles place and then to kenneth place and then finally to taka. Took 14 there. Anyways. Somewhere along the journey. A group of Ah beng's and some really horrible looking Ah lians came onto the bus and sat around us on the top deck. So It was a fairly long journey. I ended up stoning. So now the funny thing is. This beng thought I was staring at him.haha. After he shouted " what you looking at" I broke out of my stoning state. Took me awhile to realise what was happening. By then to avoid trouble i just turned and looked away.

So now with my i-pod plugged in. Prooving how stupid they were, they thought i couldn't hear them and thought I couldn't understand chinese. Ok not say I can but i roughly understood them. They were basically insulting me. On how they want to beat me and stuff.haha. It was really funny. Then when they got off a Plaza Sing, We being Ted, Khairi, Kenneth, Aaron, Myles and I started talking about how ugly the lian was and how stupid and irritating the group was. We had lots of fun.HAHA.

Anyways. After getting this huge-ass bear and this huge-ass card for her. We headed to HarbourFront MRT. We took 408 there. We went to labrador park. The same place I went to on the first day of my SP work attachment. We waited for the other Patricians to arrive. Soon enough they did. And we signed the huge-ass card and then walked in to the bbq pit. Soon enough, we were put to work. haha. They had problem starting up the fire. So we helped. Hariz and khairi settled the fire. I helped them and fanned the fire. After which It was sustainable enough. I went to play soccer.haha. Soon enough, lotsa people started coming.haha. Oh and i'n known as the satay man. Even if there weren't any satay.haha

Nothing much happened during the party. Just really good food and even better company.haha. We hugged alot.haha. Amelia was glad i could make it.haha. It's good that it didn't take 2 years to see her again.HAHA. Oh wells. We shall go on a study date one day.haha. If you still remember.haha. IT'd be really difficult to meet up though.haha.

Anyways by the time we left, it was 11. Kenta was suppose to be home 1030. Screwed i say.haha. So we called a cab. It never came. For some reason we waited till 1145 to call a new cab.haha. The new cab we called came within a few minutes . Shared Cab with Aaron and Kenta.haha. Aaron got of first. Then kenta. Kenta's dad gave me 30 bucks for the fair. When i didn't really need it. Anyways i got out of the cab to apologise and try to explain why we were late. But his dad was too pissed and freaking ignored me.haha. Oh wells.Reached home at 1230.

SUNDAY 19th April

Had training today. I slept really well the day before.haha. Anyways went for training. Sam wasn't there. Anyways, did hell lot of target kicking. Perspired alot.haha. Marcus said he'd never seen me perspire so much. I told him to get used to it more often.haha. I'm training for interschool competition . Yeah so after that went home. Went out for dinner at Cricket Club.

MONDAY 20th April

Went to school. We were told that for those not taking MT anymore, there would be no school on Tuesday for that week.haha. Anyways after school ended. Stayed back really late for stuff. Then reached home. Bathed, ate dinner. Had sparring. Sparred with Mong. Finally got to beat that asshole. Arrogant ass. He said he's scared of me sparring him. He think he can beat me just because he know's i like to use back kick. That idiot. Think he's so pro when he sucked.haha.

Anyways after that, Sparred alot.haha. Sparred with bernard. Who was really tall.haha. Scary sia.haha. I perspired alot. MY entire gee was SOAKED.haha. After that we did the usual chit chat.haha.When I see you online, I don't know what to say to you. I wish you'd start the conversation, not me. Cos that way, I'd know I still matter to you
That's about it. I FINALLY UPDATED.HAHA. I don't think i'll upload pics here. They'll be on Facebook :)

2009-03-27T12:15:00.004+08:00

Ok. It's been sometime again. Since I last updated my blog.haha.
We're suppose to have E learning today.haha. It's really to easy.haha.
So now here I am finally having the time to update.haha.
Anyways. Camp Lasalle was fun.haha. Despite certain kids being a tad bit violent. haha. Shall explain.haha.

Ok first i shall talk about the retreat.haha

SATURDAY 14TH MARCH

Today was retreat day.haha. It's been 2 years.haha. I finally see her face to face again.haha. Yes I'm talking about Amelia.haha. Last time I saw her was during APLYC8 in 2007.haha. Anyways it's good to see old friends.haha. The retreat. There wasn't much to do except practice the games and prepare the Lanyards.haha. So after that . We were playing around with the many mattresses there.haha. Will upload the vid later.haha.

MONDAY 16TH MARCH/ Camp Lasalle day 1

Camp lasalle has started. Though I didn't have a group. I was one of the games/station masters.haha. The day started of with the usual Ice breakers. Then soon enough. Games came.haha. Then soon enough again. Stations came.haha. Stations was probably the hottest thing ever for me.haha. I was suppose to play a beggar.haha. With yohannes playing the rich man.haha. If only I had a video.haha.

Anyways, Amelia thought my acting was really good.haha. I don't know. She thought that the kick was real.haha. Maybe I am good.haha. Ok lah.....I guess it's kinda fun.haha. Anyways it was really hot.haha. Everytime I finished a group. I would quickly stop acting. Move away from that candle and give out a loud "wheeeeeew" haha
So once this was done. There wasn't much to do.haha. Oh and something happened lah.hahaha. Some people saw something.haha. Not gonna say much about it.haha

TUESDAY 17TH MARCH/ Camp Lasalle day 2

Now today. Today was probably the day where I didn't do much. Cos I had no more games to play. Or anymore stations. I basically just followed one of the groups to Salvatin army home for the elderly.haha. Anyways there. It was very usual seeing all the old people with many problems. I guess I'm sort of used to it.haha. It was good to see that the kids were interacting with the old folks.hahaha. Then they were doing some Excercise video.haha. Then we did a little performance.haha.Sang We are lasallian. And did they char kuay teow song.haha. With a Little story.haha.

Then after that. We came back to St pats. Changed into our uniforms. Did a closing ceremony. Cleaned up the place. Then we left.haha. So yeah. Then I was joking with Amelia. I told her " see you in another 2 years " haha. I don't know why. I love saying that to her.haha. It's so ironic. Anyways I'm only kidding lah ok.haha.
Ah Me Lia. Haha. Did not forget about this.haha.

Ok. So that's about it.haha. School has started. The holidays are over. Here's nad update on my results.haha. It's really bad. But really weird at the same time.haha

English-F9
Maths-A1
Science-D7
Comb hum-D7
POA-A1
A Maths- F9

So 2 A1's, 2 D7's and 2 F9's.haha. I really have to buck up. I guess I have not been as hardworking as last year. Hearing Kabir brag about it. IT really pisses me of. Yeah he's smart but I don't think he's heard of humilty/humbleness. Apparently it's one of our school virtue's in case he doesn't know. Well at least he has bragging rights right? Anyways yeah. I must do well during the O's. I MUST. A single digit man.haha

Let X be my O lvl score
X<10

That's my aim man.haha. I need to prove that I'm not useless.

So yeah that's about it for update.haha.

2009-03-11T18:26:00.006+08:00

Hello. I think it's time I updated my blog. I guess I have been through sort of an emotional roller coaster man. I'm glad to say that it's reaching it's end. Well yeah. But some roller coasters go 2 rounds yeah?. I dono. Let's hope mine doesn't.

Well overall I'm fine.

Valentines day was okay. Spent it at cedar with Aaron and Lynn in the morning till afternoon. After that met Martin, Yi kai, Jordan, Royston and Jefferson. Watched benjiman button. It's an awesome show. Ironically funny.haha.

I can't really remember what happened from that day till recently so yeah sorry.
OH one thing. I'm fucking up my term assessment. Like seriously man. for 2 years. Been getting top for comb sci in class. For TA. I FAILED. Like wasted a shit load of marks. Comb hum also. By 1 mark. But brother Nicholas said he'd give me that one mark.

SATURDAY 7TH MARCH

Cass came back. YAY.haha. Went to meet her at bugis. Ryann was going to record some song. So I waited in the recording area. They were screaming. So not my genre man.haha. So me and Cass left for Haji lane to eat ice cream at pluck.haha. We went the wrong way, got caught in the rain and ended up taking a cab.haha. So yeah when we reached the place, there was no space to sit. why? Because inconsiderate couples who've finished their ice cream. So yeah. In the end we cancelled the ice cream. Oh and I saw Lia there with someone.haha. Then we had lunch at some middle eastern place with awesome food.haha.

Then Shy and Sak( I think they are spelt correctly.haha) Anyways then yeah. Cass had to leave to go meet her mum. So BYE BYE. Then went to meet Lina. They went to sheesha. Yeah.haha. That's about all I can say here. If you wanna know what happened. Ask me online.haha

So yeah Now having my work attachment at SP-SMA. Turns out. It's not really a WORK attachment. It's more of like lectures and stuff. Anyways yeah. First few days were boring. Tomorrow's gonna be awesome.haha. Anyways yeah. That's about it.haha

OMG.

I have just found out that failed English. Aren't I the most awesome?
Oh oh oh. Guess what. I'm lowest in class tooooo. YAY!!!!
lalalala. It sucks when you find out on a blog. So now those who do visit that blog know that i failed. Anyways, Colin is gonna kill himself now.( figure of speech)
Marianne took that literally(I think). Anyways she's just being a great friend.(Not sarcastic)
Oh wells I shall go sulk now. CIAO.

So now. Let's see

English-F9
Maths-A1
Science-D7
Comb hum-D7
POA-to be confirmed
A Maths- confirm fail

Yup. School's gonna confirm ask me to go ITE. yeah. So yeah. Maybe i just might. With results like that. What shit can I do? I'm useless.

2009-02-08T01:23:00.010+08:00

Ok first of all.
I decided to blog cause there are many things that I feel like writing down.
Got back the letter which I wrote during con camp. Well yeah. You have no idea how much you inspired me.

1.To love is to risk not being loved. To hope is to risk being hurt.
2.Someday, someone will walk into your life and make you realize why it never worked out with anyone else.
3.How do you do it. How do you live your life the way you do. You enjoy it to the fullest. You've got so many great friends.With or without me, I don't think it'd really matter to you.
4.I'm still not over it.
5. I'm doing this. Despite there being a chance you're gonna see this.
6. If I had not gotten involved. Would all of this have happened. Could things have turned out differently?
I know this really makes me emo. I don't expect any answers. They are meant to be self thoughts. Which will disappear eventually.You'd think that by not talking to me. You're giving me space. Sadly, it's more distracting that way
SATURDAY 7TH FEBRUARY

Had lot's of things to do today. Had family funfair at Marine Terrace. Then we headed down to Parkway Parade for bubble tea:):):):):) Though it's sad to say that I'm not a big fan of pearl's:O Ordered the jelly thingy. Then after much talking. We followed Nicholas around Parkway to look for a apology gift. I shall not say for what and who but yeah. We didn't get anything-.-" Someone just couldn't make up his mind. So I reached home by 5. Took a bath. Then got ready to go out again.

This was the CNY gathering for tkd.yeah. Though Marcus couldn't make it, Jia ming and Anthony were there so got someone to talk to. Anyways. The food was awesome.haha. Love the food. Lots of yummy stuff to eat :):):):)And ONE(:)) of my favorite traditional teo chew desserts.

ORH NEE!!

haha yeah. Ate lots of really yummy yummy stuff. Oh not forgetting yu sheng of course.haha

By the time we finished, it was around 930pm. So we went to sir's house for abit. Played Taiti. I won most of the rounds.haha. My luck was good that day.haha. If we played money. I would have won loads of money money money.haha. Sadly. I was kinda broke so no money to play. Left around 1055 if I'm not wrong. No other way to go home except cab. Actually there's a direct bus. But it'll be a 1 half hour journey.

Today was a busy busy busy busy day.

2009-01-20T18:23:00.003+08:00

Hey people. I really don't feel like updating my blog nowadays.
I guess things have been really hectic. I'm trying to clear all my distractions
I guess all the important ones are SORT OF settled.Sigh.
Anyways CNY is coming up so that's good. Lots of Hong Pao.

Anyways since I am already here. Just a little bit yeah.haha

O level results. Congrats to all those who did well.
I got B4 for my maths. Soooo which means I need to re take. Sigh.
On the other hand, I passed my CLB. So that means no MT for me for the rest of the year. Also now that I have passed CLB, I am eligible for JC.hahaha. So yeah, I'd like to keep my options open.haha.

Anyways yeah.
My life sort of came to a stop on the 18th. I don't think I'll ever forget that date. Pls if YOU are reading this. Don't think it's your fault. I am saying this again. So yeah. I'll be fine. Not say anything's gonna change drastically right? well I definitely hope not :D
The load is off my shoulders. But why is my heart still so heavy. What do guys see in you? I've found my answer. Well what i see in you is more than what you see in yourself.( not really much of answer but oh wells. It's good enough for me)
Thanks to M for being there.haha. And also not letting me back out. ;D

2009-01-03T22:59:00.004+08:00

Seems that I've been updating my blog less and less nowadays.
Just been pretty lazy i guess.haha.

First of all. Happy New Year. It's kinda late but who cares.haha
Secondly thanks to all those who smsed me. Congrats on getting through.HAHA. I on the other hand called.haha. Anyways shall blog about my holidays yeah.

3 Singaporeans-Me, my bro and Dan
4 Thai's Max, Poom, Ly, Hui
1 China-man.haha-Panda
1 M'sian( Dan's GF)...I think- Sharon

FRIDAY DECEMBER 26TH

Woke up at 4 45 am. First of all, that was really hard as I slept around 3.haha. I planned to sleep on the bus so yeah. Anyways. Dida final check before I locked up my luggage and brought them downstairs. Gave Max a call just to make sure they were ready. He said he was.(turns out he had woken up about 5 mins before I called him.haha)Anyways...Went to pick up Poom, Max and Panda( I think that's who his name is spelled. He's from china sooo see the connection??hehe)

Headed of to beach road. When we reached there, Teacher Dan was late as usual.haha. So he came around 615 when we were supposed to be there at 6.haha. He, Sharon,Ly and Hui came with him. So after waiting around here and there. We got on the Bus and headed of to Tuas. Shall skip the boring immigration. On the bus I tried to read my book. Turns out the book just go more and more and more and more and more boring. So after 2 or 3 chapters, i fell asleep reading my book.haha.So woke up at Yong Peng. Yes I know the name sounds familiar. Those from tkd would know why.hehe. So that's the name of the stopover.

Woke up when we reached KL. And I pretty much stayed awake for the remaining Hour. So the bus went up the hills of Genting. We finalyl reached. It wasn't as cold as i remembered it to be. So yeah. Still wore a jacket though.haha. The first day we didn't do much.We pretty much just lazed around as most of us were tired from the journey.

SATURDAY DECEMBER 27TH

Woke up around 6am-ish for breakfast.Then headed to the themepark. Yeah pretty sad. We stayed in the themepark for only half a day.

It's pretty late at night..i shall continue another day...SORRY!!!

2008-12-25T21:17:00.002+08:00

HEY PEOPLE. I'll be away from the 26th-31st. So i won't be online or updating. I will update when i come back yeah.

So miss me yeah..haha ok i was only kidding.haha.
Have to be at beach road by 6AM :O
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO EARLY!!!!!11111ONEONEONE
(sorry for copying ah me lia)
That's my new name for you.haha
The unglam moment for the glam girl.haha.

oh wells..see ya :D

2008-12-21T21:07:00.007+08:00

Tagged by Ah Me Lia( Amelia ).

Directions: Once you’ve been tagged, you have to write a note with 16 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 16 people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them.

I don't really like doing this quizzesss. Their quite pointless. But oh wells. Didn't want to do it yesterday. So that i'd have soemthing to blog about today.haha.

1. Singapore's education system doesn't appeal to me
2. I like playing with torchlight's.....
3. I hate it when some juniors disrespect their seniors
4. I'm a nice person who doesn't like to scold but will if needed to.
5. I love Sarcasm---for those who don't know me.
6. I cAn'T sTaNd It WhEn PeOpLe TyPe LiKe tHiS..that was just an example
7. I Don't get drunk easily.
8. I am capable of doing really stupid things.
9. High Metabolism irritates me.
10. I'm really sociable :)
11. My advice never applies to me.haha
12. I pretend to be stupid sometimes.
13. Before HFHC(Hair For Hope Campaign) I have not changed my hairstyle in years
14. I don't got to church very often
15. I was a warden for 1 month ++.
16. I still watch Pokemon.

who to tag?? hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
Anyways why i'm tagging them.. Just random people man

1. I
2. Don't
3. Know
4. Who
5. To
6. Tag
7. To
8. Do
9. This
10. Quiz
11. Which
12. Ah
13. Me
14. Lia
15. Tagged
16. Me

TODAY DECEMBER 21TH

Today had training at CBC. Got a last minute call from Terence Sir saying that he can't make it for training as he was sick, So asked me and Marcus to take over.
Anyways so when we reached there. Did some target kicking and super super light sparring. Speaking of respect, Clement's brother Benjamin really pissed me off today. Freaking no respect at all man. I tahan him too long already. Went up to him. Use some vulgarities. Sigh.
After that he didn't even bother to apologize. Some respect man.

So yeah that was about it for today..nothing much :D

GET WELL SOON SIR!!!!!

EDIT(22nd Dec):

by Tarci: Kingdom COME! christ has come, christ has risen, christ will ..... oh well...

it's not that i'm anti-Christ..i just found that really funny.haha.
It's soooo Tarci too :P

2008-12-20T16:39:00.007+08:00

I've been very lazy to blog these days..so many other days I could have done it....
Oh wells might as well get started right?:)...

THURSDAY DECEMBER 11TH

the day before, Daryl msn-ed me. Asked me whether I wanted to go kallang to play soccer at the cage...at first I didn't really want to go as I didn't know anyone there and I sort of hurt the in-step of my right leg on Tuesday..kicked someone's elbow:( ( there was a lump on my leg)..so it was sort of hurting. Anyways I decided to go join them at the cage.

Well firstly my shooting ain't exactly perfect. So that day. It was worse than terrible. My aiming sucked balls man..although I scored umm 3 goals??..yeah. I could say that I wasn't as bad as I thought I was.hehe. Though when I played GK(Goal Keeper). Thanks to a damn hard shot( which I saved with m right foot) sort of made my foot hurt even more. The lump was considerably bigger D:\

So after we finished the cage. Headed down to Mac's. Now I have to say this. I envy people with high metabolism rate. It sickens me how the eat more than I do. And how they are half my size..So there is this kid called Allister. From st Stephens. Now in Sec 1 SJI. Note that he is very very short. Very very skinny. So I ordered a double Mcspicy. He ordered a FREAKIIIING MEGA MAC!!!!!. That's not all. He finished it faster than me :O...like so not fair lah WAH LAO D: D: D: D:

Anyways headed home as my feet were killing me.

FRIDAY DECEMBER 12TH

SENTOSA!!!. So all of us were to meet at Harbourfront MRT. So We(Aaron, Marianne, Shannon, Nicholas and Me) decided to head of to vivo rooftop and just sit around in the sun..soon bianca arrived. We gave david a call earlier. He was at tampines -.-"
He was the one who said to meet at 10am. When at 1030am. He was at Tampines. Damn pro.haha.

Anyways when everyone came. We bought carl's junior and then headed to sentosa in the monorail. Then as we arrived at beach station. We walked a long way to palawan beach. Then since the beach was crowded, we decided to go over to the break water. So we umm rolled out the "BIG" beach mats.( which were made of plastic by the way lol) Anyways after finishing my awesome double portabello mushroom burger( which pawns BK's swiss anytime) so decided to go for a swim. Joined Bianca, Shannon as they were the only ones who brought spare clothes. So yeah.

After all the fun and what not. Decided to shower and head to vivo for a movie. DAVID'S TREAT!! We watched twilight. The movie was sort of ok. I'm tempted to read the book.haha. If anyone is willing to lend them to me pls do. Even though they are precious.haha. Actually better not. I might spoil them by accident.

So after the movie. Headed down to Kembangan for training. By then it was 830pm. And i was really really really late.haha. SO i changed after awhile. Helped to take the green belts. Sir bought a drink for me. Which made me super guilty. Coz i came late and stuff. Yet he still gave me a drink. So like super guilty. Then went home and slept early. I was really really tired.

TUESDAY DECEMBER 16TH

Went for Hougang training today. Today a lot of people came.haha. Anthony marcus and kelvin. So got some spar fest.hahaha. Thing is got this Marist dude. Do one step sparring. Dono how to control lah. So bloody big. Heavier and Bigger than me. Somemore i thought must let him the target. So it's damn pain everytime he kicks me. If i see him next week. I will spar with him.hehe.

Anyways had a lot of fun ( as usual) haha. I like going to hougang.hahaha

WEDNESDAY DECEMBER 17TH

Went to Malaysia. We went very recently. However my aunt wanted to get her jeans which were much cheaper in M'sia. Then i decided to go find a pair to. But can't find my waste size either. So finally when we reached Giant, i found a shop that had my size. Thing about this shop is that it's specially for bigger people. And in that shop. My waste size is the smallest. I found waste sizes as big as 70. Which is like WTF LAH. Crazy. Should have taken pics. But really scary man.

THURSDAY DECEMBER 18TH

RESULTS!!!!!!!
I GOT 4 POINTS.Which is like the 2 best score you can get for N levels. Best is 3. Which means that i missed out top eurasian by 1 point. Because of my science :( I thought i'd get A1 but go A2 :O
ANYWAYS. 4points was wuite shocking. I never expected to do that well.

Anyways, when i reached home, My bro called me ask me to go bowling. So i took a quick shower. Headed to CBC to go for bowling. Played for damn long.haha. i think we played almost 30+ games there. I strained my arm D: Played pool....my finger hurts too:(
but oh wells. Godd celebration so to speak.haha

FRIDAY DECEMBER 19TH

Sent my aunt to the airport. She's going back to melbourne. So checked in. Had lunch at staff canteen. Ate ban mian.haha. Then after that went home.
Then mum asked me whether i wanted to go to converse sale. And i was like..
UMMMM..YES!!!!
HAHA.
things were damn cheap k. Shoes were like $30. I bought 2 ;)
Shirts were at 4 for $20. So i bought 2 shirts also.haha. I tried to make it in time for 6 pm training. But by the time we left the sale. It was 5.55. So i decided not to rush and go for PSB bbq instead.haha

So i went to casafina. Got a little lost.haha. Then reached the pit. Then after meeting the juniors. ( still can't remember all their names though)oops. Then they jumped and threw each other into the pool.

Then they had a brilliant idea. Celebrate my N lvls by throwing me into the pool. They were like" wah . SEc 5 eh..set example for juniors lah!!" So naturally i agreed to let them only if they could push me.
NATURALLY, the couldn't.haha. SO they were like" OK la Colin. We admit defeat. We all cannot push you, so can you just walk to the pool"haha. Super funny lah.haha.
So after some throwing and eating. I decided to stop. Stood by the pit. Hoping to dry faster.hahaha

pictures

Called my mum to pick me up as i wasn't exactly dry. And i smelled of chlorinated water. She picked me up. Covered the car seat with a towel. And took a major long hot shower.haha. So yeah that's about it :D

The wet me :D
The LESS wet me ;D

2008-12-09T23:59:00.006+08:00

I finally decided to blog.haha

It's been quite long since i blogged 24 november.haha

okay November has been a pretty boring month for me. Nothing much to do.haha.
The weird thing is, all of a sudden, I've got lot's of things to do in December. Okay maybe not a lot but It's much more compared to November.

Ok shall i start blogging? :P

SUNDAY NOVEMBER 30TH

It was Cikgu's wedding today. She's my form teacher.yeah. It was very nice. Especially the food. Since when was food ever not nice for me right? ;)
So i think i dressed to well for a wedding at the void deck(no offense or anything) should have just worn jeans and a formal shirt. Wore dress pants and what not.haha. Oh and i looked fat. Thanks to my bulging stomach.

So after photo taking. We decided to leave. Dom Ryan Jovi and eugene decided to head of to citex/sitex( not so sure of the spelling) earlier. So I went with Martin. Then when we reached there. The usual squeezing here and there. Finalyl met up with them. Saw many good offers. Saving up for a portable hard disk. Saw 4gb thumb drives for like $12. Which is like soooooooo CHEAP!!!!.

We headed down to tampines for dinner. We had KFC. I only had cheese fries as my mum bought dinner for me. So yeah. Oh and drank the best drink ever
MOUNTAIN DEW!!!. It's like so awesome. And only KFC sells it.haha. woots!!!!

So that's about it for this day :)

WEDNESDAY DECEMBER 3RD

Went to Sentosa. I woke up at 930 am when I thought we were supposed to meet at 1030 at Vivo. So i decided to call Ryann to tell her I would be late. Then when she picked up. Turns out we were supposed to meet at 1130. So I got out of bed and packed my stuff. So left at 1050. Managed to reach Harbourfront MRT at 1130. I reached there at 1135 expecting them to be there as they stay damn near. So I smsed Ryann and they were ' on the way '
On the way can mean 2 hrs away. So I got a little irritated that if I could make the effort to go all the way to Harbourfront at 1130. The least they could do was to be there early or at least ON TIME.

So I sat down around at the passenger service listened to my ipod and play with my rubics cube.haha. I take about less then 3 mins to solve it. So if I do it about 10 times they would arrive.haha. So after about 45 minutes.haha. They came. Saw cass. Oh this was Cass farewell kind of thing so yeah. The first thing they did was go to starbucks.haha. Whats new. So as I had not taken breakfast. Decided to share a bagel with Cass. So i took my half and she took hers.( this turned out to be the only meal i had till like dinner time) So as we walked around. Finally decided to go. By which the time was about 1 something. D.Ho left. Cause he had to be back by 2. Which means the outing was freaking pointless.

So we got on the the MRT-monorail thingy. It was quite slow. Then Ryann being her random self. Started being fascinated by carparks!? Oh yeah. Met 4 new people. umm.. Wahab, Nigel, Alex and Saiful. All very Unique people.haha. Not how your average seniors behave. Their 17 by the way. So as we walked towards siloso beach. We changed. Started to rain. But it was a small and short drizzle so we decided to enter the sea anyway. I was very reluctant as I had not swam in the sea for a long time. So after ahwile i decided to go to waist level. Didn't want to swim out. Let's just call it being paranoid.

So after swimming for ahwile. It started to rain heavily and we moved our stuff to the sheltered area. I decided to wash of in the rain to get rid of all the sea water. It's been a long time since i umm washed myself in the rain.haha
Anyways . Oh we saw VJ utt there. Aisyah thought he was so hot.haha. Anyways after picture-ing we showed of to everyone. I took a picture with him to. Not because he's hot k-.- but he's like celebrity kinda thing i guess.
So the rest of the day was very enjoyable. So we decided to pack coz we did everything there was to do.haha. So we left around 6 ish. Ate at food republic. Decided to eat korean food as it looked like alot in the picture. So i ordered it. It looked nothing like the one in the picture. The one in the picture was filled to the brim. Mine was only about 2/3 full. I was freaking hungry as all i had for the day was half a bagel. So ate. Wahab and gang left early. Decided to leave as i had almost an hour journey home.

Oh turns out, i got on the wrong train at outram. I saw the train arriving and just ran in without thinking. Soon i realised that i got on the boon lay traing. Got of at the next station. Felt sooo stupid.haha.

THURSDAY DECEMBER 4th

Went to meet Marianne to by something at PP. So i went to school first to return the camera which I had with me since grad nite( we call it grad nite instead of prom coz there ain't no girls) So yeah. After that headed to meet Marianne at parkway. So while waiting for her decided to take lunch as i had not. So had Fried fish soup. The aunty ask me whether i wanted milk. Took me awhile to understand as she wasn't very clear. I said no coz i was scared of melamine.haha. Anyway after taking lunch. Decided to call her as she still had not come. Anyways she 'claimed' she did not receive my sms. Anyways i shall believe her. So after walking around eating my coconut gelato or whatever. She finally came. Anyways the shop she showed me had very interesting things.haha.

So we bought the stuff i was 'looking' for and got caught in the rain. At first i lent her my umbrella but that didn't really help that much as the rain got heavier. My jacket would just become heavier. So we decided to share umrella. Anyways. Halfway i accidentally moved away from her coz there were these people who walked between us. Since i was holding the umbrella, she got wet.haha. sorry. anyways. After she blaming me on how it was my fault that it rained where if she came earlier we might now have gotten caught in the rain. We took 31 to tanah merah. Met Anthony Sharlene and Samuel.

Then after introducing and stuff. Said bye to her and took bus to CBC to go and play bowling. My first game was terrible. But as i played the second game. I got used to the lanes and got 100. Been a long time since i got 100. Have not bowled for awhile. Anyways after 2 games. We decided to play pool. And also. After 6, games were more expensive.haha. We weren't allowed to play pool as me and samuel weren't dressed properly.haha
So we headed to the veranda lounge to redeem the guest fee charges. Bought 4 chicken burgers and topped up $5.
So reached home at 8 and took a proper dinner.lol. Then that was about it for my day.

FRIDAY DECEMBER 5th

Went for training as Marcus was going. 6pm training was very tense as jacklyn refused to kick me despite the many opprutunities i gave her. So yeah. No one ate at prata shop.I kinda felt irritated. So i had to go and help out as they would be short handed. Turns out. No one else was there. Only me sir and mam. So yeah. Took the brown and brown black. Realised why the like me more compared to Marcus and Jia ming as I didn't give them the squat thingy.haha. So yeah reached home after a entirely stressful day.

Saturday wasn't very interesting as nothing happened. Oh it's Joelle birthday. Didn't get to Celebrate as her family booked her so nevermind.

SUNDAY DECEMBER 7th

Today had CBC training. Sir couldn't make it as his bike got punctured by who knows what. Therefore me and Marcus took charge of training. You could say that the atmosphere at CBC is very fun.haha. Everyone fooling around.haha. But serious. We work hard. Play HARDER.haha.
So yeah after that supposed to go for My grandmum's birthday. I think she's 87 this year.haha. Supposed to go out for nice nice meal but she didn't want to. Was looking forward to it though :( :P
Sam came over for dinner as Tam and SaSa were overseas on holiday. We ta pao-ed food from red star which was the place we were intending to go for dinner.haha

MONDAY DECEMBER 8th

Hari Raya. Went to aunty Sara's house for a quick lunch as i had tuition. Yes tuition on a public holiday. Anyways. Had awesome food. Didn't get too eat as much as i wanted too. But i was happy enough to taste her food. Which was yummy yummy and oh so AWESOME.haha. After that had a 2 hour POA tuition on a new topic.
That's about it

TUESDAY DECEMBER 8th/ TODAY

Today had Hougang training. Asked Anthony whether he wanted to come but he said he was busy. Oh well next week.ahaha. So went there. Saw Jia ming and Pei Di mam. Then slowly they started to arrive. Desmond was there. Kelvin came also. haha. So passed Joelle her birthday present. Had a very fun training. A lot of people wanted to spar with aaron. As he was the new guy from marist.haha. So jonathan and and Kelvin got to go. But aaron couldn't take it and said he couldn't spar anymore. So i missed my turn. As he was the only one i was allowed to use back thrust against :O
So yeah the day ended with a few comments on someone's speaking(not saying who) and then we had the usual bow thingy.
Then headed home. Here i am blogging.

PICTURES
Trying to be models in the sun..obviously it didn't work out
Me picking apart and putting back together my rubics cube which Cass threw into the sea.
Me and Aisyah with VJ Utt
In the sea :D
in the MRT after SITEX/CITEX
At the wedding. Cikgu does not look like Cigku

2008-11-24T19:16:00.006+08:00

Ok so here i am to blog again.

Not much happened to me in the past 4 days.
Ok so lets see.

Oh Marianne happened to be watching Little Mermaid 3. Yes there is a 3. Anyways she started gushing.whyyy? Because there was this MEGA cute manatee called Benjamin. At that time I had no idea why she was so happy. Until I saw it. You just wanted to hug it and all those cute cute actions :P
Soon I started gushing.haha. She couldn't believe that she was gushing with a guy. I couldn't believe that I was gushing.lol. Ok so anyways.

FRIDAY

Today woke up really really really early to go to TTS(Tan Tock Seng) hospital. Went there for my allergy check up which is like every 6 months. So My mum insisted that we should have the 830am appointment-.- So naturally I objected. So after some talking and here. I had agreed to go. Only under the condition that we would go to starbucks and have a bagel for breakfast :)hahaha

So as we arrived at TTS at 825. We waited for about 30mins. why????
Because the doctor was late-.- Damn what right
His first appointment is at 830 am. He comes at 855 am. So proooooo
So after some short talking. We said bye and see him in another 6 months and at the same time :)

So after we had breakfast. My mum had the urge to go Malaysia(JB) for some serious stocking. In case you all don't know, we go to JB to buy a lot of things. Mainly groceries. So yeah. So my mum wanted to leave at 1130 am to beat the Jam. But my dad wanted to leave by 12+ so after some arguing, my mun decided not to go( throwing a tantrum) I think :O

So after some convincing by me. She decided to go. So with me, my dad, my mum and Aunty Lourdes, we headed for JB. So went to holiday plaza for the usual DVD hunting.haha. So yeah. Found those that I wanted. Then decided to by some bermudas as one of my pairs tore during Con 3 camp. Luckily no one noticed. I didn't notice either:P.haha. So yeah. It was really difficult. Why?? So hard to find a size :( not saying what my size is :P

So after awhile managed to find 2 pairs. I only picked one because the cutting of the other wasn't very nice. Ok so after that headed to Tesco and didn't bulk shopping. Yes bulk shopping. they even have special trolleys for them. I'll show you the pic later.haha.

So yeah after that went to Giant to get some drugs.haha. Medcine k.
So decided to buy a jacket as I'm going to Genting after Christmas. So needed a thicker jacket as it would be winter in Genting. So I got one for myself and one for my brother. haha. So yeah after that we went home.

Oh yes we got caught in the jam on the way back(as usual). My dad was like damn pissed and started swearing. Later on the highway, he was going at like 110km/h. I was like damn scared lah wah lao. An MPV moving at 110km/h and I'm in the front seat. So my dad took a wrong turn and we took extremely long to reach home. Yeah so finally reached home. Unloaded the boot. Ate nasi lemak which we bought in JB too. Yeah that's about it for this day :)

Nothing interesting happened on sat as I woke up like really really late(5pm) so yeah :)

SUNDAY

Woke up at 1245. In time for training. haha. Called marcus and Daniel to confirm whether their going and where to pick them up. So yeah. Went for training. Did reverse kick again :( Training at CBC is getting much better. I think :) that's about it for my Sunday :)

TODAY
Woke up at noon. 1 hour before POA tuition. Yes I started tuition :(
Need to catch up and also not to forget what I learned this year. So yeah that's about it.Oh and i'll be dyeing my hair tomorrow. dark brown so won't be that noticeable :)Have fun at your prom tomorrow. I know you'll look great :)

Proof that we're full of shit See the special trolley :) I had to push it. It was freaking heavy k :O
OH(!) my Mr bean bear :):):)

2008-11-20T15:22:00.004+08:00

The rules & regulations ;

1) Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself
2) People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own, 10 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly
3) At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged & list their names
4) No tag back.

1.I love watching Pokemon
2.I still think power rangers are cool
3.I hate blog quiz
4.I Don't get drunk easily
5.I am capable of doing really stupid things
6.I sort of have a rep(i think) in school.....
7.I ThInK pEoPle WhO tYpE lIkE tHiS aRe WeIrD...that was just and example...
8.I pretend to not know anything about something when i really know everything about that something :)
9.I have not changed my hairstyle in years
10.I don't got to church very often.

ok......who to tag.hmmmmmmmm

i shall tag everyone in my friends list. I don't know who so yeah. Up to them whether they want to do it.
ok
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15-17nov(1st Day)

I had My con 3 camp again-.- I was really reluctant to go as didn't really have anyone to talk to. So yeah as i arrived in church. I realized I had forgot to bring my sleeping bag. Then I remembered that there were mattresses so I didn't bother to go home and take it. So as usual I sat in one corner emo-ing(sort of) as I had no one and I mean no one to talk to. Other then my juniors from my school. So cool right. Some more I'm the only 16 year old there. So yeah as we got onto the bus. The bus journey looked very very very familiar. Then it hit me. It was the same as the 854 route that I take to go Hougang for Tkd training. So we arrived at the CAYC. Which is like opposite Holy Innocence primary.

I shall skip all the gossip and boring parts. So on the first night, I attempted to sleep. Why attempted??Ok.
First: There was a lot of noise as people were talking damn loud
Second: It was freaking cold coz i didn't bring my sleeping bag.
Third: Some fella's were laughing damn loud till like 230 am.
Fourth: When they finally shut up, Darren Tan started snoring like F**king loud
Fifth: Some asshole turned on the fan. Even though it was F**king cold.

2nd Day

So yeah. Didn't really sleep much. Woke up the next day like almost half dead. Sharing session made it impossible to stay awake. So yeah only after lunch i felt a little more lively. We had games. Captains ball and Dog and bone. Which is like so old. My group practically owned in captains ball. So yeah. Ok.

Then i dread the thought of sleeping again as it would be torturous so i had to find my self a sleeping bag, Then i thought. Give the hougang people a call. Called JM but he like nvr pick up. So i no choice borrow from joelle. Gave her a call. She wasn't in so i literally begger her and she was like"sooooo. Not my problem." which was what i was afraid of. So after some talking she said she would try. And in then end she did. She said i owed her. So once again i thank you for lending me your sleeping bag.

We had a pray over. And like all pray overs, everyone cries. Including me. So when we were asked to join our hands and do something( i can't remember what). I suay suay in between to girls. Lia on my right and some girl on my left. Lia didn't cry. She was like asking me " Should i be crying?. It's like i'm so insensitve" She was so unhappy with herself that she was not crying.haha.

Then while we were still holding hands, the speaker encouraged us to let go of each other's hands. So naturall i loosened my grip. But both of them like didn't want me to let go kind of thing. So naturally i held on lah. Then after it was over, I too started crying :O And i don't like people to know i'm crying. So i went to the cubicle. And everytime someone entered the toilet. I pretended that i was not crying.haha.

3rd/Final Day

Thanks to the sleeping bag, i slept rather well.5 hrs. But much better compared to the previous day of 1 hour. So woke up realizing that i had to leave around Lunch time as i needed to go to school to pick up cameras and meet them at waterfront hotel. So after writing my final warm fuzzies( it's just a cute version of affirmations) took a really really light lunch and then shared a cab with aaron.

Grad Nite

I had to go to school like very early as if i went after 330, i was afraid no one would be in the Workroom to let me in. Then suddenly Amrat said he was going to school. So after that i cabbed down to waterfront did the usual thing. take photos. Didn't take as much as last year thought( i've been going to every grad night since i was sec 1). So yeah. After that we went to HK cafe at east coast road to have supper. so Reached home around 3 am. yeah. Nothing much to say about this year's grad night.

TUESDAY

Since i had missed out on so many trainings, i decided to go for Hougang training. Also, i needed to return joelle her sleeping bag. So yeah went there saw the usual people. None of them recognize me. Coz i have not gone to hougang in many many months. I sort of prefer Hougang training as i actually have the chance to train. Coz i don't need to teach pattern. So yeah. Had contact sparring. But i wasn't allowed to use back thrust as Daniel was scared i kill people :O
So yeah that's about it.

Grad nite pics

2008-11-14T23:49:00.008+08:00

Had my class BBQ on Wednesday which was right after my CLB exam.
You know, in St Pats, CLB is the quietest exam.haha. Not because we are well behaved or anything along that line.haha. So why are we so quiet????

BECAUSE WE ARE SLEEPING

So amazing right.haha.

WEDNESDAY

Class BBQ day. Was suppose to go directly after CLB exam. But decided to go home first and pick up my table tennis bat. Oh and it was raining too.haha. So reached around 6-ish and by then the rain had stopped already. So yeah. So went there and Brendan and Uncle Tan( he's not really a uncle. We just call him that.His name is Jonathan ) So yeah now I insisted that we get 2 bags of charcoal but he insisted on one. So we did one big pile of charcoal and a small one. Small one for otah. The others for the chicken and all. So then the worst thing happened. It started to RAIN AGAIN!!.

So by then Bro. Nich and Mr Ng had come. Borrowed Brother's umbrella and we kept the charcoal burning with an umbrella.haha. We're like So cool and awesome right.haha. WHY??? Because only me and 2 other people were outside bbq-ing in the rain while they were happily enjoying and playing table tennis. So after 2 hrs of cooking i went to the shelter and joined them.haha. Then we wanted to throw Dominic in the pool but we were scared he would cry..seriously.haha so yeah.

TODAY

6pm training was killer. We had to do reverse kick. Like 5 times for each leg. I could only do with my right leg. Left leg can't :O The thing is I felt damn dizzy after doing so many. Almost slipped once. Thank goodness I didn't.

OH(!) Today is Terence Sir birthday. So I decided to go down for 6pm training as I thought they would celebrate at 6. Turns out Pei Di mam came around 7+ with the cake. OH and I honestly didn't know that she drives. Like seriously I never knew. Joelle finally decided to come. After like so long.Oh wells her O's are over.haha.

So taught the yellow belts today. They're so funny and weird. You know there's this small kid called Matthew. He is very very quite. Tried Talking to him but he was very reluctant to answer.....THEN(!) the next moment he like started laughing out loud like for no reason. Super random to the max.
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So packing my bag now for Church Camp tomorrow. Really not looking forward to it. Seriously. Going to a camp where you are the oldest. You barely know anyone. Half of them are your juniors from your school. Some of which don't even respect you. So yeah really really not looking forward to it. Reluctantly packing my bags now. RETAINING SUCKS!!!!!!

Thanks for the encouragement for me going too. Shall sleep early. Been a long time that I am sleeping before midnight. Oh and ryann, i'll do your quiz another time. Most likely next week when i come back from camp which is monday. Can still sms me. I'll hide my phone :)

Pics

I'm not in this coz i took it

The remaining

Surprise!!!

Teachers attempt at playing Table tennis. Ms Manisah ain't happy because coz obviosuly she's losing :)

2008-11-08T23:45:00.010+08:00

Ok it's been a long time since I blogged :)
I'm trying to remember what has happened in the last 2 weeks....hmmmmm
..ok

Got a call from Hafiz on Thursday(30th Oct), offered me a job to take photos for some wedding thingy. So I was reluctant at first. In the end he said the magic words.hehe.$$$$. Yup money.haha. Nah just kidding. I did it because I wanted to(I think) :)

FRIDAY(31ST OCT)

Went to school in the morning. I was suppose to be in the morning but both of us woke up late.haha. So ok. Went to school in the AFTERNOON to draw out the cameras for the thingy. So when I reached there, Hafiz was at Parkway Parade. Waited for awhile before he came. So we took the cameras emptied the Cf cards and found photos of us in sec 1.haha. We looked so different back then.haha. Supposedly more"innocent" hehehehe.

So after everything was done, Left for hom. Walked to the bus stop Saw bus 10 coming. Reached for my wallet. Well turns out, I accidentally took the key to the dry box. So I had to walk back all the way to the workroom just to pass Ms Aiza back the key. So walked backed to the bus stop and waited for 10 long and foolish minutes before the bus came.

Went for the 8pm session as i could not make it in time for the 6pm. So reached there in anticipation that i would get to spar.haha. In then end ma'am did the physical thingy make them run here and there kick target. Which meant that we wouldn't do anything beneficial.haha. Boring training for us. More talking then training.hehe.

SATURDAY(1ST NOV)

JOB day.haha. So went to Hafiz house at 4? 5?..can't remember :).
So went there expecting to leave like immediately. Turns out, we weren't leaving till like 6-7ish. So just sat around and played with his PSP.haha. So when we reached there. Had my makan and then work started. Started pretty slowly as no one wanted their photo to be taken. So just had to wait for the malay priest( don't know the proper term for it) Oh and this"priest" is special as he is 1 of the 3 who are allowed to "wed" a local and a foreigner. So yeah which means BIG$$$$$.haha

So once the thingy was over, most of the people left and we helped to clean back up the house. Carried tables here and there. Fixed their computer for them as all the wires were jumbled up in one horredous looking mess. So plugged out every thing and re did everything. Then switched on the computer to test if it was working.
Guess what :) the most basic thing didn't work.

THE MOUSE!!!!

So after switching USB ports here and there. Fianlly everything was working. Then their anti-virus was out of date-.- and their firewall was deactivated. I decided to activate their firewall but didn't dare to touch anything else in case something goes wrong.haha. So just left it at that.

So after everything we were good to go. Hafiz mum gave me a lift home. She had to as it was 1 am and we were somewhere in Hougang.haha. So she gave me the 1st 100. The other 100 i get when the photos are printed( $200 in total).
That's gonna be my holiday money. Just in case i don't get much from my parents.hehee.

MONDAY

After that, Went for the 8pm training. So I saw the usual people. The marist people were there to. So Today was the last day of sparring. The last chance for me to spar to. I remembered that last time i could not put on the Size 3 padding. I was like quite sad man.haha. Then towards the end. Marcus said he would help me tie. So after some hope and a VERY VERY VERY VERY DEEP BREATHE, managed to die the padding.
So Finally!!!!..I get to spar.

However sparred with ian lex( who is like the maris stella prodigy). I've beated him before but that was last year. When my form was at it's peak. Now my form is like heavier:( slower:( So I lost. Even though it's by one point, I still lost. Was like damn sad man. Anyways i'll just have to start training more often now. So as to get back my form. Oh and ian lex has improved alot. He goes to NTC(National Training Centre) like 3 times a week. So i've heard. So went home with a small sprained toe.haha.

FRIDAY

Here's the thing. Was suppose to meet Hafiz at 1. Then he called and said that his mum couldn't make it so we'd meed at 3. Then I asked him if we could meet at 2. So in the end we decided to meet at 3. So at 230. I was leaving my house. It was raining quite heavily so I took my umbrella and went out hoping not to get drenched. So just when i got on the bus and tapped my card. Hafiz called me saying that he would be late. :O :( -.-"

So i waited for him till he came at 4++. Waiting 1 hr. Not so bad lah ah. Had time to take my lunch and walk around here and there. BEST. His mother came at like 730 man. LIKE WTF man. I waited at 3 to 730...4 long boring hours. So while waiting for her. Saw alot of people. Saw Domini Nadison, John pereira, Shaun tan and one the sec 1's i tutored. can't remember his name.haha.

here's the freaky thing. He ain't skinny. Quite chubby. Yet he wore TAPERED PANTS!!!
LIK SUPER WTF MAN. It's like a freaking oversized sausage legs man.
MAJOR BLINDING MAN.
So while passing time, we went to isetan. Guess which section.......

TOYS!!!.HAHA..
I'M still a kid a heart.haha. So finally the mum came. Printed the photos and she bought us dinner. I kinda demanded it(i may sound mean) as she made me wait 4 hrs in my school shirt. Which means that i had to behave myself. Couldn't litter or do stuff. Then she gave me a lift home and collected my other 100.

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Oh and i cleaned out my room recently. I found so many things. Found and overdue christmas presnet for some( i can give it for this year) and you know who you are, I am not giving your present to someone else.

I aslo found my Gameboy Advance. It's considered old school already. Ever since Nitendo DS came in. So played 2 classic games. Pokemon Sapphire and .Super Mario.haha. In Pokemon i decided to start as a girl.HAHAHA. Picking the guy is so boring now.haha. Decided to do it. And besides the girl looks kinda cool.hahaha. So now i got 5 badges in 3 days.haha. I played it for extremely long hours.hahhaa. Forgot most the of storyline and what to do.haha. Which makes it all the more fun now.haha.

I'm truely a kid at heart man.
You're never too old :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

2008-10-27T00:07:00.002+08:00

sigh...now that I think of it. This year hasn't been as fun as I thought it would be. Maybe because of N and O lvls. why? coz when you combine N and O you get NO fun.haha. ok......

Anyways realised that have not attended or facilitated a single camp this year. I can't really consider the Adam khoo thingy a camp. It was kinda boring. Unlike last year I attended so many. Sec 1 OC, LLTC, PLTC, APLYC8 and 17th NLLC. This year zero. Might have been one(LLTC, rather not talk about it though) Oh wells, maybe it's time to give the juniors a chance?? haha. After all good opportunities for them to build their leadership skills and what not. So yeah. I'm getting OLD-ER.hahaha.

So now the number 1 activity that I have been doing this entire week. Tuition. It runs my life. It controls my life. When I can go out. What time I have to be home. And if I don't do well argue with parents.sigh. OK so enough

This is the only day worth blogging about. The rest are just filled with tuition tuition tuition tuition tuition tuition tuition tuition tuition tuition tuition.

FRIDAY

Waited for my tutor and finally after he arrived, managed to inish by 6pm. Still too late to make it in time for the 6 pm session. So I decided to go for the 8pm session. Luckily I went there or else they would be seriously shorthanded. So because mam wasn't there. The kids all thought they could play. Naturally me and marcus cannot tahan. So do squats. They were misbehaving like siao like that one. Tried to teach them sparring cannot listen to commands. So training was quite a stressful one.

So yeah. I realised then if i'm so stressed by 1 O lvl subject. Imagine if I take 4 or 5 or 6 subjects next year. sigh. Anyways will be a short post today.

2008-10-22T00:57:00.003+08:00

hellooooo....sorry for not updating.haha. i forgot i had a blog!?

is that even possible...anyways, i promised i'd keep my xanga a little updated. so will be doing my annual xanga post here

here's the link...or you can just look under my friends :DXanga here!

2008-10-14T20:28:00.004+08:00

Thanks to the wonderful Sharlene :O...
i must do this quiz thingy..i will just tag people that i think will go my blog..up to them if they want to do.haha

A . People who have been tagged must write their answers in their blogs.

B. Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they are tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.

C. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. Amelia
2. Joelle( i'm giving you something to blog about k ;) )
3. Nicole
4. Matthias
5. Ryan .H
6. Ryan .C
7. Ryann
8. Marcus Seetoh

1 . What have you been doing recently ?
- TUITION-ING

2 . Do you ever turn your cellphone off?
- NAH. it's on most of the time...i think

3 . What happened at 10am today?
- I was sleeping :P

4 . When did you last cry ?
- quite long ago..last year?

5 . Believe in fate / destiny ?
- i guess......O.o

6 . What do you want in your life now ?
- satisfaction
- Good results

7 . Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
I normally just wait for the rain to stop then go out or take taxi...but i suppose an umbrella would be sensible

8 . What’s your favourite thing to have on your bed ?
- All my pillows (:

9 . What bottom are you wearing now ?
-nothing...jkn..umm shorts lah.hahha

10 . What’s the nicest thing in your inbox says?
- lazy to go search in 400+ msg..but i'm sure i have one :)

11 . Do you tend to make a relationship complicated ?
- Nah. I'm fine with normal.

12 . Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone ?
- I was. Baju. Yes ami same colour :D:D

13 . What was the last movie you caught ?
- in cinmea-wanted. At home-red belt

14 . What are you proud of ?
- My Taekwondo medals...hehe

15 . What does the oldest text message in your inbox says ?
- "1 new voice message in your mailbox.Pleas call 1303."

16 . What was the last song you sang out loud ?
- three cheers for five years- mayday parade.- very of tune though.haha

17 . Do you have any nicknames ?
- COL, Kung Fu Panda, Panda, Santa.

18 . What does your last receive text msg says ?
- That is kinda private ;)

19 . What time did you go to bed last night ?
- 230++ am?

20 . Are you currently happy ?
- Not really. Haha.

21 . Who gives you best advice ?
- Don't know.haha. Anyone?

22 . Do you eat whipped cream straight from can ?
- I've done it before.haha.

23 . Who did you talk on the phone last night ?
- no talking. SMS.haha

24 . Is anything bugging you right now ?
- Like Duh!

25 . What / Who was the last person to make you laugh ?
- Ryann

26 . Do you wear toe socks ?
- what's that?...whatever it is..i doubt so.

27 . Who was the last person you missed a call from ?
- ryann

28 . Have you ever had your heart broken ?
- of course

29 . What annoys you most in a person ?
- people who care only about themselves.

30 . Do you have a crush on someone ?
- Not so sure whether it's a crush

31 . Have you ever done cocaine ?
- Nope. =.=!

32 . What is the colour of your room ?
- white and white and someeeeeeeeeeee white

33 . Would you kill some one you hate for a billion dollars ?
- Depends on who that person is. But if it's a stranger..i doubt so(i think)

34 . Do you believe in the saying ‘ talk is cheap ‘ ?
- not really

35 . Who was the last person to lie in your bead ?
- Only me."

36 . Who was the last person to hug you?
- cannot remember.haha

37 . Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
- Nope. i don't think so

38 . Do you have a life?
- A really sad one though.

39 . Have you ever thought someone died, when they really didn’t?
- nope.

40 . What is the reason behind your profile song?
- I don't have a profile song

41 . Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
- My juniors fighting some people who were invading our school. So weird right?
All Riccardo's fault man.haha

42 . Last time you smiled?
- today. In remedial

43 . Have you changed this year?
- yup.

44 . What are you listening right now?
- Nothing.

45 . Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
- Nope.

46 . Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
- open.

47 . Is there a quote you live by?
- not really

48 . Do you want someone you cannot have?
- doesn't everyone?!

49 . Have you ever played an instrument?
- NOPE

50 . What was the worst idea you’ve had in this week?
- no idea.

51 . What were you doing last night at 11pm?
- Jalan Raya.

52 . Are you happy with your love life right now?
- I’m single. :D LOL.

53 . What song best describe your love life?
- I'm single dammit....

54 . Does the person know that you like him/her?
- A LITTLE TOO PRIVATE

55 . Who always make you laugh?
- ANYONE? :D

56 . Do you speak languages other than english?
- a little of malay and chinese i guess....very very little

57 . Favourite website(s)?
- no particular

58 . What’s your middle name?
- i dono...Colin Kuok Whye Santa Maria...so up to you

59 . What are you doing tomorrow?
- tuition

60 . What do you think you are like?
- usually quite happy.. doesn't like being angry

61 . Who will you choose to die with?
- No one.

62 . Where have you been today?
- school

63 . What game do you play often?
- soccer!!..maybe a little badminton here and there

64 . Who are you missing right now?
- friends (:

65 . If you had to chose between a friend and a lover, who will you chose?
- I can't man...i will want both as both are important to me

66 . What are you doing right now?
- finished tuition, and doing this quiz

67 . Which primary school are you from?
- St Stephens

68 . Name 3 colours that you like?
- Depends on what mood i'm in...sometimes black or white, or green and blue

69 . What emotion do you like to show?
- Happy and smiling alot. :D:D:D:D:D

70 . What is your life to you?
- My life lah. what am i suppose to say man?

71 . If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
- depends on what the problem is. If relationship i will tell a few. If like school i settle myself lor...i think

72 . Who did you last chat with on msn today?
- Ryann :)

73 . Who do you admire most?
- Dr william tan.

74 . Which month were you born in?
- MAY MAY MAY MAY MAY!!! :D

75 . How are you feeling right now?
- Confused

76 . What is the time now?
- 11PM

77 . What kind of person do u think the one who tagged you is?
- Sharlene..hmmmm weird( she thinks that of herself )unique...easy to talk to i guess oh oh oh and short ;)

78 . What colour did you use to dye hair?
- Thought about it but nvr really did it.

79 . Why are you doing this test?
- because that "magnificent" must tag me... LOL.

80 . What do you do when you’re moody?
- talk to someone or go for taekwondo training.

81 . At which age you wish to get married?
- before 30? i think???

82 . Who is more important to you?
- Family.

83. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
- Give all my money away? LOL. I would tell a certain girl i like her but that would make her feel terrible wouldn't it???

84 . Who is the person you trust the most?
- Nowadays...i don't know who i can trust :D

85 . Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
- Obviously yes. Because most of the time there is one (:

86 . If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
- Live life the way i like it

87 . What is your goal for this year?
- get to sec 5. haha.

88 . Do you believe in eternity love?
- I guess if you meet that special someone. But most of the time...it's always God :)

89 . What feeling do you love most?
- Being happy about my self

90 . Do you really think its Global Warming now?
- yes

91 . What feeling do you hate the most?
- anger

92 . Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
- Of course!

93 . Do you believe in God?
- Yup! :D

94 . Who cares for you most?
- I not sure. But i would love to know ;)...people!!! come tell me.haha

95 . What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
- i didn't think.

96 . What will you bring when you fight?
- i dono?? toothbrush???

97 . What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
- not studying enough

98 . What would you do if no one cared for you any longer?
- find someone that cares for me.

99 . What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
- don't know....nvr been two-timed before...i think O.O

100 . HOW DO U FEEL NOW?
- I dono...got how many of these questions sia....happy i guess

Jalan Raya pics will be up as soon as i get up

2008-10-11T16:02:00.004+08:00

finally I can blog.haha.

ok been pretty much lazy.haha. but oh wells....

N LEVELS ARE OVER!!!!!!1

although I still have O level maths to do. I have 5 subjects less to study for.
Now for me it's maths maths maths maths maths all the way. Tuition for maths. Go back to school for maths. Go out with friends to study maths...oh and maybe a little poa.haha.

But oh wells. Nothing much to blog about since I didn't go out or have not gone to school.

I always say that yet I always fine something to blog about.haha

Ok going for jalan raya on monday. Borrowing baju from hafiz.haha.

Recently a friend of mine been going through some trouble in his social life. He " ditched his friends" to hang out with the girl that he thought was "the one".....no he didn't stead with her but as in like BFF kind of thing. So now they are like number one enemies. I think it's a misunderstanding. but i'm a third party kind of thing nothing much I can do except listen to him right?

So now she hates her and they told each other to continue with their own lives. The one without each other. sigh......

this is why being single rocks. But i'm afraid to tell her. I don't want to end up like that.......tsk...these kind of things irritate me a hell lot.i'm so confused. Should i or not.I'm afraid
Oh and good luck to all those taking O levels yeah. 20th Oct - 13th Nov.

oh and I started playing table tennis again. like Addiction to the max. Can't get enough of it. I could play it for hours.haha. Wish there was someone I could play with. haha. I still suck though.haha...oh wells will think of other stuff to blog about next time yeah? :D

2008-10-01T00:44:00.001+08:00

Hey..changed my blog URL for a day. haha. My tagboard full of people.
"Amelia friends" literally.hahaha

thinking of a new URL..don't know what it should be.haha

2008-09-29T20:35:00.001+08:00

This URL will just be for a day till tomorrow.

JUST FOR YOU. OK?

BLEAHS xp

APPRECIATE IT :D

AFTER ALL, IT'S ONLY FOR A DAY

2008-09-26T20:37:00.013+08:00

OMG!!!!

NO MORE SCHOOL :o

It's a good thing that you don't have to go to school. Bad because I can't ask for help and it's a sign that Exams are damn near.

MONDAY

Had My CLB oral today. Honestly, it was a killer. They asked the worst thing they could possibly ask a CLB student. Well there were to questions. One easy, and one Fucking difficult. The easy one was on smoking. The difficult one was about tourism :(

So they asked where would we bring tourist if they came to Singapore. The only place I knew how to say in Chinese was Sentosa. LOL. So naturally I asked them to help. I asked them how to say Orchard road. Then after speaking gibberish, they asked me why do you like orchard road so much. SHIT. I was so bloody that desperate. I said this:"ying wei you hen duo nu ren" meaning there were lot's of girls.OMFG. I was so desperate. Their expression was like shit man. I should have said can buys stuff. Said that in then end.haha

There were 2 people taking me. One man one woman. The woman did a loud SIGH!!!. A sigh. I was damn angry ah at them. Then the man gave that look. That look of shock and disappointment. Sigh enough of this depressing nonsense. Oh and turns out, one sec 3 boy from our school got hit by a mini bus during our oral. Heard he was seriously injured.Tsk. this is what happens when you jay walk. Oh and the mini bus that hit him was carrying St Stephens boys. So ironic(in case you don't know, St Stephens is affiliated to St Patricks.)

EDIT: Went for training saw everyone. The usual people. JM was there O.O :O
So he asked me to be his partner for unarmed combat. So he said he wanted to do the throw. So he tried. Naturally he struggled. HAHAHA.BUT THEN. After throwing me twice. My pants gave way. There was a gigantic hole. It was by the force of me landing I guess. So embarrassing especially since got new girls there. One was quite chio. I hope she didn't see anything ;)or maybe.....;)

So since I could not stand or cross I sat far away and sat like a faggot. legs squeezed together and leaning to one side. It was not my day today D:

TUESDAY

So was suppose to have Maths GCP(remedial) but then got canceled. So I was suppose to go for tuition after that. So I decided to play Table tennis to pass the time. Then Mr Lak(our principal) Came and chased us away. Now I was of the 2 upper sec there. He said we should go home. So naturally, I ran away. So after this went home with ryan after some talking here and there. Nothing much happened today

WEDNESDAY

So now because Mr Lak saw me playing Table tennis yesterday. So I was talking to Joshua and asking them what award they were going to receive. Then after finishing. Someone grabbed my bag from behind. It was Mr Lak. He scolded me in front of everyone who was receiving the singha award. So embarrasing. He also banned me from playing Table tennis until my exams are over. So yeah I gotta resist. So I waited for tuition after school and stared at the others playing. They asked me to play but I couldn't.lol So that concludes my day

THURSDAY

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL However, Mr Irfan(our P.E Teacher did not come to school. So Some other guy came. We didn't really give a damn about him. He said we are not suppose to have P.E. But we changed anyways. Then he started shouting. Then he told us to go general office and if we were allowed to play then we could go down. haha. SO because of this delay, we missed the court. Therefore we had to play on a wet field.

It wasn't muddy, just slippery. So naturally I played GK. I'm so happy that i am no longer the last to be picked.lol. So ok played quiet standard ah.hahaha. Let in 4. The other 3 happened when Bosco became keeper. I got to play Last man defence again. Lots of pressure but really fun:) So ok. This is officially the last session of P.E for this year.haha. Good day. Good day.

So after school got my CCA certificate. Realised that APLYC was not included No matter how many times I told them. Sigh. So I realised that even though I didn't need it, it would make my testimonial much much nicer. So stayed back with ryan to get my Photography hours down. so fun. Saw photos of me when I was in sec 1. So cool.haha. So we were waiting for bus at the back gate when we decided to go back. Went back to the bus stop of 2 hours sat at the exact same place, saw the exact same bus.hahaha.

ok that's about it. Will blog about today another time.:)

2008-09-19T20:57:00.004+08:00

Well this week has been full of up's and downs. Got my Science and POA marks back.
Science was the ultimate disappointment for me. I normally get A1. Got a B3 instead. why?!...maybe coz i was too confident and careless.Well at least i'm 3rd in class for Overall Science. It ain't #1 as i had hoped but nevertheless good

BUT

POA on the other hand i didn't fail. OMG!!
COLIN SANTA MARIA. NOT FAILING POA :O..haha. Yes and to make things even better, i am in the top 10 score for POA.(i'm number 10 but who cares:P). So yeah. From 2nd last to top 10.WOW.I'm keeping him( my tutor:) ). ok so enough about the results. let's start the week.

MONDAY

Had the Peer Leader recruitment drive. That's just a nice way of saying choosing new Peer Leaders.haha. Well was supposed to be paired with Ignatius. Ended up with Shao meng instead. That jovi ah. I don't know what he has against me. It's like he doesn't respect me. I really don't know. And i am the senior. why should i be worried. haiz....anyways the interview was ok. Shao meng took so long. I finished the paper he only finished 4 qstn. So we had to pass other forms to other groups. So once finished. Did some stuff and then chao.

Nothing much happened on Tuesday-wednesday except. Table tennis. For some reason i'm kinda obsessed about playing Table Tennis.hahaha. So maybe it's a good thing to try out a new sport.haha. And no i did not join after Singapore won-.-...i joined about a week before the Olympics started. so yeah. It's kinda of a way for me to de-stress :D :D :D :D

THURSDAY

P.E!!!!. Yes i love P.E. May not look like the type. But as long as P.E involves soccer, it's AWESOME. Well i playing keeper didn't go very well for me today.Got oleh tons of times by Kabir and Mario. Played mid-back. My favourite position.haha. So played defender. Not so bad for the last P.E session of the year. then on the way back. That Bloody mark tang chiak pah bo sai pang go kick the ball all the way into the middle of the field. Making me run back all the way to get it.THAT ASS!!..

Then after that, Mr B.P Wong was in a super KPKB mood. He is damn funny. He gave Yue long something called the U* grade.haha. Even lower than a UG.hahha. After this had Remedial and then Table Tennis again.hahaha

TODAY

Nothing much happened. Just went through my physics paper. Realizing how ridiculously careless i was. So much marks wasted. All because i never read the questions. Damn. So Then, SP had a small update thingy on telling us about the new courses they had. Well i didn't really care about the courses. I don't even intend to go to SP. I only listened to them for the Free stuff.HAHAH.( So Singaporean) They gave a stress ball. Which is an apple.haha

Then in class. Brandon the one ball bola babok bastard kept on disturbing me. I lost it in the end. Shouted at him in front of the teacher was not in a good mood by then. imagine getting disturbed for 1 and a half periods(1 period= 20 mins)..
Naturally i lost it. So proceeded to the LT for a talk by Mr Yong. Our VP. Talking about N levels and stuff. Then cikgu made me stay back after class. Scolded me for talking too much. Sigh. Besides the only reason i was caught because she was right behind me. I decided not to sabo anyone else So yeah.

Once again played table tennis. Met Mark Koh and Zach to do recording for their SMA(Singapore Maritime Academy) band. They did their recording. Then after this i went home. Reached home at around 630.i think. Or 645. Dono can't remember.hahaha. So yeah here i am. :PGood luck. I have faith in you. Still missing you
EDIT: Just finished a tiring 2 hour POA tuition. It's 1230++ now. So tired.

2008-09-14T20:03:00.004+08:00

Sigh once again, going back to training has injured me again. Man do i suck. Well been missing training for about a month. Due to exams. So finally, when i went back. Saw matthew and disturbed him a little bit about nationals(hehehehe). So we started training. Had non contact sparring. It's been a long time since i fought someone who uses back kick as much as i do. The only other guy i know is Jonathan from Hougang.

So after slowly getting back in 'tune'. Had a very relaxed training. Starting small. Doing kicks at only 50%. Then Sir wanted me to demonstrate back kick and jumping back kick. Now sir said how my back kick is so 'great' and 'perfect'( not that it ain't.hehehe) but yeah. So no choice but to use 100%.

BIG MISTAKE

my legs started to hurt like hell. I should not have done it sia. All that pressure on me. He asked me to demo but then well...my legs were just to painful. Should be okay in time for P.E on thursday :P. hehehehe
I really really miss you. If only you knew how much.
so yeah. going for mooncake later at night.

Gonna be a short post today:P

2008-09-12T21:09:00.010+08:00

PRELIM EXAMS ARE OVER!!!!!

i Finally have time to blog. YAY. Sorry for not updating guys.
ok so let' see where do i start. Don't expect anything interesting though. Just updating exams.hahaha

AH! YES OK.

WEDNESDAY(3RD SEPT):

Had SS N lvl. Whew. It was kinda easy. Not as difficult as i expected it to be. Then went to play table tennis for damn long.hahaha. I needed a break. So yeah

THURSDAY

Had the English N lvl. Honestly. The comprehension was quite easy. It's my usual Composition that i have a lot of problems with. I think i wrote a little out of point:(..oh no.....

Anyways Mrs Algena Lim was back in St Pats to invigilate the N lvl. And WOW. She still looks great.haha. She lost quite a bit of weight. Now has long hair. However one thing has not changed about her. Her sense of 'fashion' is still as terrible as ever. She wore some Indian top with what looked like bubble bottom jeans. The combination was terrible. Not say i am that fantastic my self but yeah. So yeah good to see her again and that she remember her last form class before she left for KC :P

the next week.

MONDAY:

Prelim have officially started. First paper was Physics. And well lets just say it was not as hard as i expected it to be. Mid year paper was actually harder.So after that one paper. Played Table tennis then was about to go home when Marcus Seetoh ask me go and attend PSB meeting with him. Sheesh. Anyways meeting took forever to start. Was just there to observe them.

TUESDAY:

ARGH!!!!!!! A maths paper 1 jst pawned Colin S.M for 250 gold. It was a close fight...i think. Anyways enough said about A maths. History just made me feel really stupid. Now i stayed up quite late to remember all my history stuff. I knew either Hitler or Stalin would come out or both. So i had a hunch Staling would be SBQ. Turns out it did happen. So SBQ was a breeze.

Now because i was so tired for sleeping sooooo laaaateeeee. I could not remeber a single thing about Hitler and his rise to power. So i did another question. And suay suay 10 mins before the end of the paper. I remembered everything. However it was just to damn bloody freaking late to write anything.GRRRRR. Felt so stupid that day.

WEDNESDAY:

CHEMISTRY. I need not say much about this paper. Except that i will Ace it. It was kinda easy. Accept i just could not remember what NH4 was. It was ammonia in the end. So other than that, i think i might top the level for science. Hopefully :P. pls pls pls.haha

OH and Mr Tan or TCW told us that our class did very badly for physics. Which means that hopefully my A will not be affected. He was damn pissed at us. So we were pestering him to start the paper as it was already 10 30 on the clock. He purposely said parallax error.HAHAHA.

THURSDAY:

POA -.-...nothing much to say. ?I seriously detest the subject to the core. Although i think i can pass thanks to my awesome tutor. I still detest the subject a whole damn lot. Well at least not i won't be the second worse person in class for poa.
:D :D

TODAY:

Rather not talk about A maths paper 2. Really have nothing to say. accept

X______X

Oh and stupid Danial kept on making fun of me during the paper.Drawing pictures of me..that ASS. So i tore up all the pieces of paper he drew and threw it at him....

So after my paper. Decided to head home instead of playing table tennis.ahahaha. So on the way home. My Mum asked me to follow them to go to JB. I didn't want to go but had no choice. So we skipped Holidays plaza as My Dad could not go. And No one would follow me to the secret room of DVD's.hahaha. Wanted to go alone. But was not allowed. So Went straight to Tesco. For once. I did not go to giant.hahahaha.

Then i remembered my M'sian friends telling me to try jelly mooncakes. So we searched in tesco but could not find. We asked around and said it could be found at jusco.haha. Notice any difference. So My Mum's driving was excellent today. haha. She actually drove in places she had no idea of. So proud of her.HAHAHAHAH. Then we eventually found the jelly mooncakes. Tried some and loved it.hahaha. So awesome. So after going back, stuck in the usual jam. My mum was so amazing normally she scared to do anything like cut BUT today. wow. Good haha. If only she would go above 70km/h. HAHAHA. She moves that slow.hahaha.

MIDNIGHT/EDIT:
Just had a tiring and mentally exhausting 2 hour POA tuition. I was so freaking tired. Even coffee didn't help me much. Thank goodness i didn't go training today. Or else i would not be blogging right now. I seriously felt like canceling tuition. I'm so freaking tired:O....i think i shall go sleep now
i have not see you in awhile..i miss you more each day10231223
So that about concludes my day :)

Just a random pic
See how well i take care of my A maths TB..Only the front cover is gone:P

2008-08-31T22:48:00.012+08:00

Sorry for not blogging. Been very busy these days. well I shall start now:P. The rest of the days were damn boring. Had no P.E on Thursday due to bad weather

ARGH!!!!!...SICK AGAIN D:...why why why. exams this thursday..sian ah..si bei sian ah

FRIDAY/TEACHERS DAY

Came to school with all the utensils. So Although the food wasn't that awesome. It was still good enough.haha. Sandwiches, Hot dogs, Drinks and Cheesecake. Hahaha. Thanks to Joel De Cruz for baking the cake.Had a camwhore session(kinda I guess though I could say I held back alot;) ) and distributed the remaining cake to other teachers. So after school finished and we got small tokens from Cikgu. Went to help pack goodie bags for the 75th dinner which is tomorrow. My parents asked me to go Johor with them but I kindly stayed in school to help(I'm so loyal). So yeah.

Then went out for lunch with Miss Pereira. Wanted to go to Jack's place but was damn crowded so we went to Swensens instead. Had the usual breaded chicken with lots of Tabasco sauce and lemon.haha. Then smuggled in my own F&N orange.hahaha. Then after this. Saw uncle tan and gang. Saw Ivan also. He still hasn't changed much.haha.

So suddenly while on the way to the bus stop. Had the urge to use the toilet.BADLY. So thinking of the cleanest toilet. ROXY SQUARE. Which is on the other side of the road:O....so after rushing there and did my duty. took the bus and I swear there were hell lot of girls. I swear so hard to find a place to stand. Scary. Most from KC though.haha. One reason why I stood further away.HAHAHA. Anyways, that pretty much concludes my day.

SATURDAY

Today was the day of the dinner. Though I went earlier to help out with the tours. Had major camwhore session.haha.So after sitting there for 2 hrs and nothing to do. People finally started to come. Saw many teachers wearing things i would nvr see them wearing. Like For instance. My former CLB teacher wore a dress. OMG. Mdm chew in a dress:O.haha. Then Miss or rather Mrs Yu looked wow.HOT sia.haha. But oh well.

So after seeing juniors giving tours and stuff. Finally decided to go up to my table. Only to find out that out of a table of 10, I only knew 3 people. The others were old boys. So the food came. However i don't think it was worth $75. Maybe if I had better company it would be worth it. So yeah. The food was kinda disappointing.haha. So yeah after that looked for people to cab back with. Asked Martin but he stayed at chai chee which would be very inconvenient for me. But he took bus. So yeah took with Danish and Matthew Sheperdson. Dropped matthew of at Bedok MRT. Then droppped me of and then Danish went home.hahaha.

ok now it's picture time:D

I was buttoning up.haha

who's that guy on the far left ah? no idea sia.haha

PL's

Teachers and students:D

will upload teachers day photos when I get them. Check this out. Stole it from Matthias blog.haha;).sorry

Link

2008-08-26T22:58:00.006+08:00

Sorry did not blog on that day.

ANYWAYS:P...i shall do it now.haha

THURSDAY

Nothing much happened today. Although i played soccer, my team was damn one sided. So me being the Goalkeeper can go all the way till half point and still not let in a goal.So yeah really really boring day

FRIDAY

Also another boring day. Just had my E maths Paper 1 prelim. Which i screwed up but ain't to worried(will explain later). So yeah after being depressed, playing table tennis for 3 hours.haha. Went home. Prepared for tuition. Only to find out he wouldn't be able to make it.

SATURDAY

I went Pines today.haha. Such a long time since I been there. Did the hard target training.haha. Had to take many breaks. 'Sprained' my ankle. Though it wasn't that bad. More of a stretch actually.haha.

well before this. I met up with Marcus to buy birthday cake for XJ mam. We went takashimaya or however you spell it. Bought some chocolate cake from bengawan solo.
Marcus used NETS:O....Then on the way there i bought some soba noodles as i had not taken lunch. So it was a little chewy the noodles. So halfway eating, i tasted something unusually bitter and chewy. I though it was just burnt noodles or something. Soon after finishing, I looked for the rubber band to tie it up. WELL GUESS WHAT. I think i ate the rubber band.

So yeah. didn't really feel the effects.UNTIL at night. I went to the toilet many many many many times.Hopefully the rubber band came out then. I wouldn't want to become some elastic dude...ok lame.:P

nothing interesting happened on sunday. Went back to catechism for the break thingy.
Monday also nothing.haha.

TODAY

Well today.haha. Now i shall explain why i not really worried anymore. Well my prelim marks will be converted to the N level standard. Which is something like this

F9 in O lvl= to B4 in N lvl

SO AWESOME RIGHT.HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA.....

NOW the bad thing. We were organizing a party on teachers day ah. So i wanted to quickly do it as i had CLB exam after school. So we were talking to the class. Then i ask Mark ong listen. Then after some bickering, he went into 'gangster' mode. And as usual:" Ch* Ba*...you not happy settle outside now ah. Come ah!!!. settle outside ah" me couldn't help but be shocked as well i seriously think he over reacted. I kinda laughed a little. haha. No i was not scared. I'm only scared of him when playing soccer:P.HAHAHA. I don't like to fight. I'm not even angry at him to begin with.haha. The best part is word get's around quick. And for some FUCKED up reason, it's my fault. sigh. But non the less we all are a class.haha. He will get over it lah.haha.

anyways thanks to the people who cheered me up.haha. Really appreciated it.

MATHS PAPER 2 TOMORROW :O

2008-08-22T20:37:00.002+08:00

I HAVE FUCKED UP MY E MATHS PAPER ONE PRELIM

sigh. just feeling really down. will blog later. lost the mood to do anything.

:'(

XANGA ANNUAL

2008-08-15T22:20:00.003+08:00

I posted on my xanga just to keep it updated. So will put my link here. You all can tag here:P

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2008-08-12T21:16:00.003+08:00

Ever since the 7th month started. I have started to apologize like a lot.Apology skills have increased 10 fold.hahaha. Also been very careful when walking home at night. Don't want to step on anything.hahaha:P

So Friday.FRIDAY

Olympics opening ceremony was awesome. Then was waiting for Singapore to come out. I tell you can die one waiting for them to come out. My teacher came at 1030. Yes i have tuition very very very late at night. SO yeah missed the Singapore march. After this i slept at 3. Why because i took coffee to stay awake during tuition and ended up not being able to sleep:P So yeah pretty boring day.haha

skipping Saturday as nothing interesting happened. ONLY tuition

SUDAY

THANK GOODNESS FOR THIS DAY. THE ONE DAY I NEVER HAVE TUITION.HAHA

So went to church for Wardening. After mass went to enjoy the carnival. YUP there was a carnival in my church. With the usual dunking machine. Darren thanks so much for letting me use the Servers tickets.haha. Also for the awesome free food. Thank your Dad to:P. Haha. Saw lot's of people old catechism classmates and my current one's.haha. So 1130 was the time.

The church had raised an extra 750 to dunk both Father Greg and Father Fred. The thing is however. They get too shoot until they fall in the water.hahaha. Then got this one loser. GAY fag. Wore a pink chiong sam. WELL it was one of them cheap ones. So the color started to run. Turning the water partially pink.haha. Anyways that was the most fun i will ever have in church.

Then left early with De cruz to go home. Maybe not early ah. Around 1250. Reached home around 130. Enough time to change and go for TKD training. haha, Reached there around 5-10 mins later though.haha. Anyways my right leg was hurting me so i only did left leg kicks. Now, because i only used left leg throughout the training, I kinda strained it.haha Silly me. I am seriously an injury magnet.

Anyways Guo hao as usual offered us a ride. But because there were more people then usual, we (me,my bro and Marcus) told him we would take bus. But they insisted on trying to squeeze. Well with me squeezing would be an understatement.HAHA. So we eventually squeezed somehow. haha.I ended up sitting in the edge of the seat so as to allow marcus to sit.haha. So yeah after teasing dono who for sitting in front. As he and guo hao were sitting comfortably in front.haha. So yeah reached home. Ordered Canadian 241. The pizza was nice. However i don't like their Hawaiian So yeah.good way to end the day:P

OO. MAN U match that night. The match was pretty boring though. It seemed quite 1 sided. Even then, MAN U could not score. However the number 1 shocker was Darren Fletcher. He was very good in this match. Haha. Saw some new faces. No idea who the hell they are.haha. Well obviously MAN U won in the end in penalty's.haha

MONDAY

as usual tuition again. Since today being a holiday. Tuition was at 9 am. However i overslept so my brother did first.haha. So yeah i eventually woke up had a coffee and breakfast then started maths practicing for the mock test on Tuesday. So yeah once tuition finish. I went through what ever my tutor taught me. SO yeah. Then went for the 8 pm session.Did pattern. And i can finally do my 360 kick above my head.haha. So did the usual pattern. Nothing much for me to do. Just tuned my pattern a little. Trying to learn the DAN 3 pattern.haha. Anyways yeah

TODAY

MOCK TEST PAPER 2
Thanks to my revision the day before. I could do the majority of the questions. I left out the radian questions as i had no freaking idea on how to do it. SO yeah. I hopefully can do well for this and get at least a b3 for overall.haha.yay. So yeah. Planning to go see De Cruz brother fight nationals.haha. YUP:P Good luck to the SPS people in nationals. Even though they are from ACME which is my team's rival:P.haha

2008-08-07T20:46:00.002+08:00

WAH...OUT OF ONE INJURY, INTO ANOTHER D:

Injured my left muscle on Sunday due to taekwondo.

NOW!!!

TODAY

SOCCER D: :D...good and bad. Played well for awhile. Then towards the end, Mark ong whacked one ball. Saved it with my left hand. Well now my left wrist is hurting like crazy.Hopefully i don't have to use a wrist guard. Coz i can't even open a freaking bottle with my left hand.grrrrr.After that injury in the match, i could not save anymore.My right hand always went up faster. So yeah i dare not save the ball with my left hand already. So i had asked someone else to play keeper. I played defender.Then i contact with Danish. He got winded when he ran into me.HAHAHAHA. Called me some freaking brick wall coz i didn't budge when he ran into me.haha

Today was the last day of P.E...due to prelims next week. Sigh going to miss P.E alot.haha. EVEN though i am injured.haha

O O O O . They caught the people who stole the 7 phones and 1 i-pod touch. 4 culprits. 2 were the masterminds both got 3 stokes public canning. Whilst the other 2 get 3 strokes also but in their class. I realised one thing. The juniors are getting tougher in terms of their tahan power.haha. They all look as if they don't feel anything like that sia. However i don't know how they really feel. To make things worse, when they had P.E, their P.E teacher made them do push ups also.haha. Coz those idiots stole from their own class also.TSK TSK TSK.Can't believe they did that. haha. So yeah

Oh i stayed back today to finish the poster.Finalized the attendance also. Then decided to head down to the hall to see the rehearsal for tomorrow's performance. Suay Suay entered saw Mr chia arguing with Gerald and The other bands. Turns out, the bands were pissed with him. As even though he was stressed he shouted at the bands and stuff. So yeah they not happy.Then Mr chia said the magic word:" If you all don't want to perform. Just tell me." ...This had majorly back fired.Why?...Coz Fais spoke up and all of them left the hall.HAHAHAHAHA.

So awesome my school. also each band was given 6 minutes to play which is damn stupid as it takes quite long to set up and the tune the guitars. And also play one song only which is so stupid. So yeah after that Mr chia apologized to the bands.haha..We rule.haha.

Half day tomorrow.:D YAY!!!

2008-08-05T21:30:00.002+08:00

OW OW OW OW OW Ow.

TXS. To the oh so kind Ass**** who thought that light contact sparring means you can injure someone else's arm. Yeah. So my left arm is seriously killing me. Being unable to use my left hand. Thank goodness i am right handed. Sigh luckily i was in a good mood that day. Funny how when someone always injure's someone, they always have an excuse.

Sigh so yeah. I think soccer is out. I will try to rest it. yeah.

SUNDAY

Well. Wardening was extra fun. As i didn't have my mentor following. So yeah all by myself. At least now i can be trusted. So i counted money today. So much fun.Enough about that. Haha. Then went for TKD and we all know what happened there. SO yeah.

MONDAY

THIS is a boring day. Why i don't know. other then the usual getting distracted during maths class. Talking nonsense with Kabir. Trying to get the pao pao song which i still can't get.haha. So sense of rhythm.HAHA.Then stayed back for PO(project ourtreach). Attendance today was extremely terrible. This is what you get for pushing to far into the year. Maths class had like very little. So yeah. Worste still no debrief. Well i wanted to talk to them but most of them did not turn up and also they said no point of having meeting.so yeah.

then went to the shamrock studio to see the session of the bands performing for this friday. Then there was this woman. She talk as if she knows and appreciates music. Which i think is slightly believable but yeah. She always had something to say. Damn KPKB that woman.haha. Well what's new.HAHAHA

anyways that's as interesting as my boring day gets:D

TODAY

Today was quite fun.haha. There was no chem as miss loo was not in school. So yeah.Then we brought up our primary school days. Talked about my P5 and 6 form teacher.haha
Mr Charles Rajan. THis fella has class man.haha. He was the most awesome primary school teacher.Yeah

2008-08-02T14:40:00.001+08:00

Hello. It's national day next week. I'm soon realizing my role in school. Sigh..

Is this what i really wanted. I am happy. But i don't seem satisfied.What am i looking for. Because this feels like i am not complete. Like i am meant to do something more.
anyways enough about this

FRIDAY

Today was awesome.haha. Well at least assembly was.haha. The bands were performing.
The other bands were good. But humongous C was awesome. I heard of them from my-space.Guys check out this band. Awesome stuff.Well the bands from my school so yeah.haha. Then after school stayed back to talk about stuff. Till quite late.haha.

And i did it. I honestly forgot about E maths night study. Changed my POA tuition timing. Sorry mam. I WILL come next time. Sigh. POA tuition 2 days straight. Yesterday and today. Was suppose to go out with anthony for his birthday but because of tuition. Sigh if N levels like this. Imagine my O levels. Well i have to do well for N levels. I want to do well. Maybe i should go out and study with friends.ANYONE?HAHA

2008-07-31T20:28:00.000+08:00

Well the week has been awesome. SO to speak. I actually studied for more than an hour. Normally i break down at 1.5 hrs.haha. So well good job to me. Today deciding to blog.haha. Wanted to blog on sunday but was lazy as i was tired:P

SUNDAY

Church!!!!!
Warden's are so fun. Well at least more fun then attending mass sitting there doing nothing.haha. Saw Joel de cruz and his younger brother Ian. Last year after seeing his brother, I though he would catch up with his brother(in terms of height. Their both short) Weelllll, at the rate he(Ian) is going. Doesn't look like it.HAHAHA.

Anyways I saw Mr Peterson there with his wife and kids.Joel said Mrs Fernandez was there but well i didn't see her. Anyways it's double collection this sunday. I hope i can collect from the front instead of the back. Coz it's no fun collecting behind:P..haha. I think my "mentor" is making me give the offertory box on to the podium or table or whatever you call it:P haha. So yeah. Yet somehow i feel that i prefer Catechist. Well Jonathan said he could get me in but i don't feel comfortable doing stuff like that. Call me scared but yeah. This is a church not school:)

MONDAY

SOCCER.haha. Brazil v.s Singapore. paid $15 to enter and see Singapore get owned. Sadly only 3-0. Thanks to Brazil for the awesome final game in national staidum:P went with Jason poh and hidhir.haha.jason i can't believe you didn't know my surname was Santa Maria.haha. Anyways enjoyed myself alot. Did the kallang wave.haha.So much fun. Will get the vids from jason another time.haha

pics

Skipping Tuesday and Wednesday as nothing interesting happened

TODAY

First period P.E!!!!!!!!!!!! My favorite period. However, Mr irfan was late. So therefore we couldn't chase the other classes out so we had to play half field match.
As usual, i played keeper. Well i am proud to say that i did exceptionally well today. Saved a lot of shots.haha. And the goals i let in weren't really my fault(not saying who) and the field was damn slippery. So yeah the score ended up in a draw as the team we were playing against was really like wow. Toooooo good. yeah. So txs to my goalkeeping(ego-ness.haha) and beautiful goals by my mates we managed a draw. At least i think it was a draw as we lost count:P And my classmates thought i was awesome too. O and i have a new Nick. Maybe not new but yeah. KFP. Guess.haha

KUNG FU PANDA.HAHAHAHA

After this, We had the dreaded A maths test which i totally forgot about:(. Hopefully i can still pass:O that's how bad i did. Even though it was a simple topic. Application of differentiation or however you spell it. It the dy/dx thingy.haha. Oh and we finally filled up the Stall number 6. The nasi padang stall. The food is damn shiok(when is it never shiok for me.haha) BUT they give too damn little and charge to damn much. The freaking beef rendan like the size of a 50 cent coin sia. They gave to pieces. My total meal cost $2.50. Which is like super ex as i normally spend $2 on food. So yeah i am broke now. Someoen owes me $5. So yeah i only ask for money i lent when i need it.so yeah. I think it was

2008-07-26T20:40:00.000+08:00

Another week has past by. It's 37 days to the N levels. And about 2 weeks to the start of the prelims.ARGH!!!!!!!!!

Life's full of regrets. No matter how hard we try they can never be undone. Like my studies. All this "if only" and time had not been wasted. It's easy to say that we will study but when it comes down to it. Discipline Discipline Discipline. How is it that no matter how hard i tried i could nvr sit down for more then an hour to study. sigh....anyways enough about how close the exams are.

THURSDAY

Finally got to play soccer.YAY!!!!..though not playing for a few weeks makes you rusty haha. I realised my one weakness. I can't take balls into the face. It's freaking scary. Although my skill(if i have any) of saving low shots is much better:) Mr Irfan is the best P.E teacher.HAHA. We wanted to use the street soccer court but someone else was there already. So he told us to tell the other class to move. So cool our P.E teacher.HAHAHA. Then he came over saying that he wanted to conduct lesson here?!..when in actual fact we just wanted to play soccer.HAHA.

So after P.E we had the Weekly A maths test. I swear i am going to fail. It was on A maths trigo. Which is the one thing i have no freaking idea on how to do. Even with the formulas given. That sucks. The whole day after this was pretty much boring.

FRIDAY-TRAINING

Shall not blog about school as school life ain't that interesting.
After 4 weeks of no taekwondo. I decided to go back for training.(BIG MISTAKE)
So happen that they were doing training for nationals. Well for the marist guys at least. Well when they train we have to train also. So obviously when i have not come for 4 weeks and when i do return and start to do kicks which i have not done in a long time. My right leg started acting up.Well everytime i do a double, the bone will like "pop" out a little. Then back in again. And it gives the cramping feeling.

So yeah after that had the 8pm session.
Now mam started out with her usual kao pei mood.haha.jkn jkn. Then mam wanted to have target sparring, running, kicking, push ups, sit ups. geez. anyways yeah. Had to wait for all the younglings to go home so as to make sure nothing happens. So yeah waited for the 2 girls mother to come. Then we all left. Reached home realising how stiff my entire body was. Goodness Stiff like a piece of french bread.tsk tsk tsk. Yet somehow i wonder why i still go for training???

TODAY

Happy birthday kashfun.haha. Today woke up early and went to his house at like 10am.haha.basically did nothing as others were suppose to come but they all overslept.haha. So we finally went out after Farhan, Zabir and hariz came. So we went to downtown to play bowling.My first game was terrible....Due to my stiff body i only got 80+ which is much less then my average 100+. So yeah after that went to tampines for awhile then came home for tuition. So yeah. Kashfun asked me whether i wanted to follow him go Rachel Tang's B'day but it was kinda late and i barely know her and whether she even knows me.haha. So yeah.

that's about it:D

2008-07-20T21:24:00.000+08:00

Sigh. The Weekend has been full of good and bad things. My old POA tutor has disappeared . Don't know whether he still alive.Touchwood Touchwood. But yeah he like of his phone. i hope he comes back. sigh. Abandon me like that.

FRIDAY
Today stayed back in school to play Table tennis for 1 hr. Then came back to do HW and then i tuition from 5-7. Went to church for warden briefing. Honestly it was a freaking waste of time. Should have gone for Night study. Reached there at 9 when it finishes 9 30. I apologized to ms manisah and cikgu hazlian like crazy.

SATURDAY

YAY!! No more tuition on a weekend. Although all have been pushed to the weekdays. I can sleep late on a Friday. Today i woke up at 1 due to the awesome fun night on Friday. So i pretty muched slacked my day of D:...i tried to study but yeah. Only 1 hr:( anyways then had POA tuition at night. New guy. Quite sociable. But a little all over the place and slightly blur. Then after tuition, finished up tuition HW. And then computer till like midnight. Then sleep.

SUNDAY/TODAY

Today= last day of Cathecism for awhile :D

however, next week is the start of Service attachment. I'm a warden people. Come for the 845am mass and give me lots of money(for the church of course).haha. So had the Rite of dismissal or sending off. Cindy(my cathecist) washed my feet and everyone else's feet. Thank the lord that David(our other cathecist..i think he is gay though):O was at world youth day. If he washes our feet i think he would be all kinky and stuff. Knowing him he'll get excited:O. Yeah so that about describes my Weekend.haha. Remember 845 am mass. Colin Kuok Whye Santa Maria is going to church:O It's a miracle

2008-07-17T19:46:00.000+08:00

whew.today was kinda stress. Firstly was sick. And i couldn't play soccer:(.Why is it.Why Why Why D: ..anyways, i had Amaths Test and History. A maths im quite confident of an A. Whereas History. I know i will pass but not so sure whether B or A though. Anyways today had a scolding to all the juniors. Haha. It was kinda like the same thing last year though a little changes here and there. Haha. Anyways i kinda warned them about this on Mondays debrief. Maybe they didn't catch it but yeah. Worse still some of them can treat it like a joke. Ted..pls ah.tsk tsk tsk. Oh and i will be picking people to help clean the entire PL room. It's freaking messy, dirty, dusty and just NOT CLEAN. So yeah. Hi Sai Kang people. meet your master:P

Anyways. Congrats to all those who won something in the nationals.Oh i was asked on Wednesday to go take photos. Which means that i would have been one of the lucky few who are not participants to go and see it BUT noooo i had to go hospital D: So i tried to find a replacement. Seems that Ryan can't make it because he had ART. So i asked Hafiz. At first can BUT he had to go for DnT. so Therefore we could not send anyone as only we know how to use the SLR's...ok i think i will start to teach them how to use already. Too much trouble if only me Ryan Hafiz and Paul know how to use the SLR.

So yeah. Project Outreach. haha. I wouldn't say it was a success. In my opinion, i think it was very disappointing. They all say the got everything prepared. I asked if they had the textbooks. None of them brought. And the forgot about the NT people so i had to go around searching for Md m Nura. Until finally got their textbook.So yeah. Anyways yeah. So hopefully they remember to bring. Oh and i hope the others are doing w/s. Anyways going to find slaves..oops i mean helpers tmr:P

2008-07-12T21:15:00.000+08:00

BEING SICK SUCKS.

You can't go out. You spend most of your day taking medicine and sleeping. Which sucks even more as today was a day well wasted.SADLY.My stupid cough ain't no ordinary cough. It's those where it hurts like hell every single damn time you cough. GRRR. why must i be sick why must i be sick why must i be sick why must i be sick why must i be sick why must i be sick why must i be sick why must i be sick why must i be sick why must i be sick

ARGH

sigh. all i ever do is use com and sleep. Go toilet. EAT SLEEP SHIT/PEE. I am like a P.I.G with a fever.D: D: D:

My back is killing me and i am back on my muscle relaxant and panadol . Haiz i don't even know how i got sick in the first place. Maybe from Mark ong. I seriously don't know. Exempted from P.E which sucks coz i will have to take my 2.4 again next week. D:. if only i had ran 2 seconds faster that day. i would have passed. :'(

2008-07-11T22:05:00.000+08:00

crap crap crap. during the stupid 2.4 run yesterday. my long asleep back injury came back. not only that but my legs are stiff like mad. Maybe i played to much soccer.

anyways today had a MAJOR study session. went to library with Kabir wanted to study for 1 hr plus. but he couldn't take it and decided to leave after half hour-.-. me being unable to study alone, decided to follow him a play soccer. Regret that coz i seriously feel extremely shitty. Maybe got a fever. :P. i hope not. Prelims are coming up really soon and i don't want to miss any remedials or GCP. anyways really short post coz i really don't feel like doing anything other than sleeping so night night

EDIT: crap i am seriously messed up. i am sick with a throat infection and fever. Sucks like mad. hope i can make it for GCP this tuesday.

2008-07-10T22:27:00.000+08:00

wow. another week soon to pass. Congrats to all my friends who qualified for their nationals. for those who didn't there's always next year. Well for some people anyways:D

Had P.E today. Gosh remember how i failed my 2.4 by 5 secs? Well guess how much i failed by. 2 FREAKING F****ING SECOND!ROOOOOOOOOOOOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAR!!!! !@#$%

GRRR.so bloody irritating this stupid 2.4 to make things worse played soccer after that. Let in 1 goal which i thought i would save but somehow went in. gosh. not a good day.Enough about today.

other then this my entire week has been DAMN and i repeat DAMN boring.haha.
will think of something else to blog about another time

2008-07-06T22:39:00.000+08:00

whew another week is over.Which is really bad. Exams are going even closer. The last event i am I/C for.

Whew. The carnival was a success. MY stall made a lot of money. Though we managed to scrap through. I don't know much but honestly, i doubt we made any money at all. Which means that we overspend:(....the one thing i told them not to they did.sigh.

Anyways the turtle race was a success.haha. I saw people i had not seen in 6 months.haha. The carnival was bloody long. i was there at 730 am preparing for my stall which was very small. Manage to get the game going. But our drinks sold .more.haha. I am sick of root beer floats :P i hope to never see one for a long time. So after continuous work until 12 30, we finally ran out of root beer. So no root beer till 1+ so we had our lunch.hahaha. Then when the root beer came, i asked for 2 cartons and they came back with 3-.-" sigh overspending much. Then the turtle race started.

Now i thought it would be like WOW 10000 turtles. In the end i think it was only 2000 or less. So with the megaphone/loudhailer. we shouted to everyone to wait for 30 min and come to my stall and buy a drink.haha. So now all of our voices (especially me), are like F***ed up. The turtles took for ever to reach. Saw Clare maria Rachel rui zhi and many more. Then the first turtle took forever it was like 15 cm away from the finish line but it took forever to reach. We were all shouting like:"eh that's my turtle"haha. Then went back to school to finish up the carnival. Saw Mr lak get dunked like a lot. Then had to go return everything.

On the way back, i met rachel. Goodness why are all SJII people so vulgar. Well at least she is. The thing is because of her clothing. when she bends down to pick stuff up, umm you kind of see umm a very rare sight(you get a "birds eye view").haha.not say rare but you know ah. Then a lot of people were staring so i told Donald and he was also trying not too look.haha.

Then went to SJI AP or POP. Their parade was just damn good lah. The amount of awards they have is amazing. Although 5 people collapsed, their parade was long so it's "understandable" ah theirs is cool weather but long ours is hot weather but short . So went to far east to have a small dinner. Then had a nice long talked with Rui zhi. did some catching up and met Ricardo in the train. Then i reached home lah. Will blog about saturday another time. this post is quite long.haha will upload pics soon

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FRIDAY

It was be yourself day and i wore Bermudas and black polo. So awesome wearing casual clothes to school, they should let us wear casual everyday. So stayed in school doing last minute preps for the carnival. Decorated the stage for like forever. At the same time getting my plywood board ready.then decorated the stage for like hours. Sigh all that hard work for one very long day. Anywyas my parents picked me up. Then i decided to go for taekwondo.8pm class of course. Reached there and as usual everyone started praying to me(shaven head= to Buddha) so it was irritating after that we continued until i scolded Clement's brother Benjamin.He play too much. So after scolding continued with training. Till we all went home. First time all of us took the same train home.US= me, my bro, Marcus, Connie, Jacklyn, kelvin. that was about it. OH and good luck to all those who took their pattern on Saturday and Sunday. Hope you all pass :D

SUNDAY

Cathecism has started:( :) -.- :/
don't know how to feel.haha

ok umm woke up at 8 am to go for class. Told that attachment starts in 3 weeks. Which means that i have to go mass.Im a warden:( :) -.- :/...again don't know how to feel.haha. Then came back uses the com abit.Then went to watch Get smart at night. SO freaking funny.haha. Really funny.haha.yay:D.

2008-06-30T22:02:00.000+08:00

well looks like not many people visit my blog ah?either that or they just don't tag so tag please:D

anyways it has been 38 hours since i had a good sleep?why so long. woke up at 630 am on Sunday to go for scrabble competition at downtown east. The weather was so bloody hot i wanted to go wild wild wet. But didn't bring any spare clothes. Now going for scrabble competition gives you a good work out. Especially when you are there as a runner. We took over completely from queenstown sec. So got a good workout running around here and there.haha. now after all of this returned home for tuition. Then stayed awake to pick up aunty from airport at like 130 am. Stayed up to watch the Euro 08 finals between Spain and Germany. then waking up for school after a half and hour nap. Attended school. Drank my 6th can of coffee before N level English oral.so yeah ;)

movie
Watched wanted on Sunday night with my parents.haha. That show was the most realistic unrealistic show i have ever watched. The amount of action and storyline was the best part. So yeah nice show. you all should seriously seriously seriously watch the show

july 5th
update on the carnival. On the day i was going to confirm with my DM, turns out the dunking machine had already been finalized by another class even though i told mr lak 2 weeks before hand to make sure no one else to do it. But age affects people and he FORGOT. :(....so now we doing the throwing the wet sponge at the face thingy. Though not as much fun or wet as i had intended it to be. We will have to make do. And we also selling food so yeah.and everyone is invited. Pls bring cash. No coupons. Stalls and games pay with cash

now for a personal question to anyone out there

what the hell is wrong with girls these days. They all think that they are fat. geeez makes me a little irritated that they think their fat when i personally think they are fine. When trying to convince them that they are not fat. Nothing ever ever works. Not even a mass conversation of all the people telling one person that she is not fat. Not implying to anyone in particular:D So yeah that's one thing we will nvr understand. Maybe that's why there are transvestites O.O..for the sake of "research"..ok that was dumb idiotic and lame.haha. i think this will do.:D

2008-06-25T16:52:00.000+08:00

im blogging about the qst day of school on the 3rd day of school.haha.

1st day

the first day was pretty boring. With chinese lesson as the first period.HAHA. The rest of the day was pretty much the same boring day. Planning is going good for the carnival.HAHA. well that's about it

2nd day

now this is a very interesting day.haha. I shaved my head.haha. It is now number 1 style. Crew cut. not even 1 cm long. So only me, mark, hafiz, nicholas, leland, eugene, myles, gaius and others shaved haha. So yeah i look really weird. However,it's really really cooling and i like use less shampoo and i no longer need to shower for so long.haha. I take like forever to shower when i have the time.haha. So yeah i am "bald"

now today.

not much. Only that it was PSB photo taking and some did not bring black shoe and white long sleeve. tsk tsk tsk.haha. I dont know why we have to wear black shoe as i am always standing behind and no one sees the shoes so yeah. kinda no point. Yet i still wear it.haha:P Anyways had a graduating btach photo(not me) and the botak photo.haha(all those who shaved).will try to edit later

it is as it looks.

2008-06-22T21:39:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow's the big day.:( holidays sure past quickly. Time does pass by when you have tooooo much fun. It's been 4 weeks of remedial, tuition's and a little bit of fun. OH and a whole lot of soccer which is really disappointing as both the teams i support are out D: anyways i just got a haircut. Me and short hair never go together so now no choice coz the fella went to cut so short...yeah so hopefully everyone else get's a cut not as bad as mine.ha ha. That way im not the worst.haha. So yeah nothing much abt today woke up at 130. Ha ha. studied today. haiz i skipped training to study . Heart pain to stop training :'( anyways a very short post on the last day of june holidays..Still have to finalize stuff for carnival.

2008-06-22T04:07:00.000+08:00

watched kung fu panda today(saturday)awesome show.haha. really really funny. only downside is that it's very short. Celebrated my bro's birthday dinner as he will be in camp on his birthday.haha.I dressed unusually nice haha. then went to send aunty to airport.haha.she going back for one week. Which means chores for me D: haha.

Kung fu panda was just awesome, extremely funny. The panda was so cute XD. haha. Went to downtown east to watch. My first time watching a movie there. That place . Wah i tell you the popcorn is awesome everything is coated nicely with sugar. So nice to eat. Yet fattening D: but i still ate it :P The seats have trays which is awesome when you carry alot.haha. Very short post will edit later.haha

2008-06-20T23:35:00.000+08:00

the last week has been boring. Surprisingly, i only went out like once.i think:P. Anyways yeah ONCE D: So went to watch get smart yesterday(thursday), only to find out that we were not watching it and we ended up watching shaolin girl?? It's about lacrosse/ hurling. Then the shaolin soccer people also appear.haha. Anyways it was not that amazing as the fighting was honestly pathetic. Today i couldn't go for training as i had tuition but still ahd to go for meeting.Damn weird sia go for like 30 min and ciao.

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Being flooded with tuition throughout the week. While sleeping at 5am for almost everyday resulting in me waking up at 1-2pm everyday does wonders for yourself. It really does. Well considering it's the holidays it's kinda normal :P

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Then we went to marina square to play pool. We should have just gone to marina square to watch movie in the first place.so weird. So while playing pool i obviously owned. Until mid-game when playing with my bro.While it was my turn to break i have a habit of hitting hard and raising the stick thus when i did that, i hit the lamp which was above the table. The light went off so yeah i must have broken it(though i managed to keep it a secret sorry marina square uncle.haha:P also I kept on hitting to hard so yeah i missed alot. Well eventually i won.With a gamble shot.haha. We tried to teach nicole to play but well the stick was just to long for her to handle haha. This girl ah. Wa lao i tell you. She can be damn weird ah. One moment she is damn violent the next hyper and the next emo and all of a sudden happy? Gosh i'll never understand her. PMS is a weird thing. Anyways someone said i should post more often. Well we will see how often my blog will be visited then.haha

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EDIT:Well turns out now the expect us to take class:O and that pines training is resuming. However bad timing i am stopping training really soon. Exams are like damn near. So yeah no trainings for me. Even though i enjoy them. My exams are more important. For pines training only selected people are going. Who these people are i don't want to know. I don't mind being them but i just don't have the time to commit.

2008-06-17T02:20:00.000+08:00

annual xanga post here:D

2008-06-15T14:52:00.000+08:00

I watched the incredible hulk at night with my parents.Although i told myself that i wouldn't watch it. It was father's day so just go for the sake of my dad. What a nice son i am. :D it was okay, better than the first one though. The end that iron man/tony stark appeared. Now a lot of ppl are probably guessing what the "team" that was mentioned is. It's called the avengers. They are not a anti-hulk team but rather the want him to join the team. So don't go expecting a hulk v.s iron man show. haha. how i know this. COMICS!!!..haha.

we watched the 1140 show. so we left at like 2+ in the morning. Still early for me considering it's the holiday period:D but still had to sleep as i had tuition in the morning(today). Now soon to have another tuition at 430+. My tuition times are nvr fixed. Always changing. which sucks because when i make plans they cancel and push to another day whether i already intend to do something. That seriously sucks alot. anyways going to revise my POA hoping that i will understand it. This seriously sucks alot. I take 6 subs on the dot. i going poly so need only 5. the course i am aiming for requires 9 pts...9 PTS!!!..so i consider poa a gonner.which means i have no room for error.sigh anyways must be happy happy cannot be sad. must enjoy last week even though i not going LLTC. Stupid NCJ

2008-06-12T22:32:00.000+08:00

1 week of holidays left.

now i thought PSB chalet would have made it all worth it.BUT no juniors came at all.:(
those idiots.it was fun but due to my teacher booking late, we had no budget for bbq. Luckily, we were near changi village. so eating famous nasi lemak and chai tow kuay for 3 days does "wonders"for you stomach.The worste part is there was no toilet paper.
Yi kai, bryan sng, Yuan zeng ,Jordam all thought it was a great idea to use toilet roll to burn the ants. Yes there were hell alot of ants.thus no toilet paper.the most fun activity was sleeping on the first day.

no toilet paper = to 2 1/2 days of inner torture.the nasi lemak chilli didn't make it any better.

and some weird flying bugs.The first day was completely boring though.Only activity was bowling.

anyways the second day was just awesome.The seniors or rather ALUMNI came, other then marcus;) What would life be without seniors.haha.they make life or rather gatherings awesome.
the most awesome "activity" would be going to changi village at like 2 am.HAHAHA. It's so scary.all the transvestites walking. We were walking aorund spotting just to see how many we coud find.haha.then there were some who looked like real women and we mistook real women for the FAKES.haha. On the way back to chalet . We were walking behind this tran wearing a yellow dress(OMG i can remember.EWWWWWWW!!) Everytime i car walked by her she would start to dance a little. Me and marucs were just damn afraid to overtake her.i don't know why.HAHA. then further down on the way home, the carpark had a bunch of real dudes blasting their car's audio system. Why?? because a tran was dancing to the tune.which was hilarious. The one thing amazes me is that ppl actually pay them to do stuff.ergh.disgusting!!

anyways it's piture time

the many sleeping habits:D

hell lot of bugs

that's all i took haha

2008-06-01T23:09:00.000+08:00

its been awhile since my last post..haha. Been really busy with remedials and planning.haha.The carnival that is joint with other schools in the east will be held in july 5.I am in charge of the PSB stall and I have to gather 4 of my juniors to do.I'm am just supervising. Turns out 2 out of 4 of my juniors are unavailabe.That means that I will have to do the planning for 2 things.There are 4 things, finance x2, admin, logistics and maybe publicize. Well I have yet to decide what to sell. I was going to ask the bubble tea aunty to supply us but that Mr Ng beat me to it.He always make my life difficult sia, whether it's direct or indirect,haha.

anyways I bought a new camera..haha with my own money.:Di feel so good coz it's the one thing that I have power over:D.However life is nvr fair:( I brought my camera to kembangan to video the TKD demo.finished it.walked towards the mrt.decided to take a photo of the rain.Until I dropped my damn lens cover into the cannal.Wah damn stupid sia:( now my camera no cover....anthony tried to get it but it was raining. Hopefully it is still there tmr and I will try and get it:( :(

I was talking to amelia just now. I saw her msg on msn..saying that she hates maths
well I thought I would try and help her.well helping her made me realise that I ain't that good myself.I only know half of what I am suppose to know and that seriously sucks.It's not her fault but rather mine that I realised this too late.Nvr ever have I been first in class for maths.in lower sec only 2nd. My results got even worse last year.Sigh.For some reason I really don't like the holidays at this moment. Help is very limited. So unless you have a tuition teacher which I HAD. or some very helpful friends who are willing to help.yeah.

2008-05-27T18:00:00.000+08:00

life is just amazing.It's my birthday today but for some reason, I was not really happy , as spending it in school is not exactly a "Dream" come true ain't it? haha but yeah today domonic tan was not there which makes life and studying and school a whole lot better:D...i tried my best to keep quiet during class as being noisy might just spark someone's memory that it's my birthday. My school will always celebrate with a birthday "bash"...LITERALLY:(. Thankfully , it was avoided this year.HAHAHAHA...so it was a ok ok/so so sort of day:D

2008-05-26T22:29:00.000+08:00

sigh.school starts tomorrow:(

Now what did I do on Saturday???hmmm..OH YEAH....tuition-.-"
and after that COMPUTER!!!only to log on to see an e-mail from my teacher on what to bring for tuesday-.-"

SUNDAY!!!!
celebrated birthday on sunday. Although 2 days earlier, it was the only time everyone was free and I hate a lonely birthday.haha.Went to RICE table(notice that I bold the word rice:D :D)haha...good food, sadly no TA PAO.HAHAHA. I finally wore my brown formal shirt..and I looked skinny-er!!!haha.then went home and talked about "stuff"..o o o. AND for once, Joelle's blog is understandable.HAHAHAHAHA

today.
woke up at 830...txs to anthony:(..haha.Went to Gym at changi planning to lose weight in time for 2.4km run...I failed the first one..sadly:(...after a good workout, went to KFC!!!! lol I dont know the point of going gym only if you are going to eat Fast food after that.then had tuition again:(This time the bloody stupid xavier(the
guardian's son)F.Y.I I go to a hostel for tuition.anyways he show temper and started beating his mother me and my tuition teacher. The WORSTE part is that after that, she didn't even scold the little bastard, still can sayang him. No wonder the son turn out like that.

then went for 8pm training coz I reach home 6..and I would be late anyways. Then go there marcus must open his mouth and start telling everyone my birthday tmr-.-
haha.then out of nowhere, marcus wanted to tell mam, and for some weird and twisted mentallity of mam, she thought i wanted to date her!?!?!!?...I was like yucks..so old.HAHAHAHAHAHA. then JM was there, he stays around hougang area..the weird part is that he can come all the way to kembangan but cannot go to hougang ave 2. I wonder why??? thats abt it......SCHOOL D: D: D: D:

its just not my day

2008-05-23T23:04:00.000+08:00

sigh...just got my results back.
the worste results I ever got in my life.so bad that me and my friends decided to go out for a "drink" after exams.It was fun.The most fun I had ever since the exams.
Now it's time to face reality.Sigh.:(.for all I know, this may be my last post.Parents are obviously not happy.

due to my outing after the last day of school.Training day was just not my day.The pattern's by everyone was terrible.Marcus not being there put more stress on me as anthony does not know the updated pattern.My brother had some "buisness" to "attend" to..sigh i told sir that june will be my last month of taekwondo.But he still expects me to go for Sunday training, i doubt i can though.Desmond from hougang was there.He going for Grading next year.Sir say he needs to start training now, and after seeing his pattern he needs it...no offense but his current standard is not enough to be promoted to senior black.

went out with seetoh, donald and martin before my "drink" session.Went to botak jones.damn good food at a damn good price.Most people who know botak jones wonder whether is he really botak.The answer is yes.haha.anyone who knows me knows i am quite tall.Weeeell, when i am with 3 of them, i am like some midget.

and my tagboard only got 2 ppl:( but at least they are all gd friends.haha

2008-05-21T20:19:00.000+08:00

today had the bloody english oral.The worste part is that I was last.The thing started at 2.I was late, as usual haha,reached there at 205 five mintues i know such a small thing.haiyah but everyone else was there except me so yeah, quite embarrasing:(

Finally my turn came even then also damn irritating, behind me, there was one guy who was talking DAMN loud.Super irritating, yes i know that your suppose to talk till the examiner can hear you, but i am not interested in how well you speak, so please shut up.anyways after that mr mahadhir told me that i missed out some words, which makes me damn scared as i nvr ever do badly for oral.It's like the easiest thing to do for those who speak english.haha that was about it.

THE WORSTE FREAKING PART WAS THAT I LEFT THERE AT 530 SO BLOODY LATE.WAITED THERE SINCE 205....at least brendon brought cards and played...i played bluff for the first time. Yeah i know like which guy has not played bluff before, well i am one of them.lost terribly i was holding nearly half the deck.All because i forgot the game was called BLUFF which in the end resulted in me losing terribly.I guess the more you play the better you get ah. After all i am a good liar:D:D

tonights the big finale between Man u and chelsea...ofcourse i hope that Man u wins..haha. going to sleep early and wake up at 230 am..haha.night night.

2008-05-19T00:37:00.000+08:00

ok so now its like umm..nothing much to do..no one to go out with...and PS2 is still not available for use for another week and yeah.Was suppose to go bedok stadium to go see some pattern competition, i did not want to go as i knew no one and thus it would waste my time to wake up at 8 on a sunday and go see a bunch of strangers.If i went i wouldnt be looking at the magnificent pattern's i would be looking at more interesting stuff;).Haha.therefore, i did not go. poor marcus was there all alone.so i went to take over training as sir was at the competition.I was late as usual.haha(and i am suppose to teach lol)...BUT luckily everyone else was late so yeah.Everyone except Guo hao was early poor thing he was waiting there for 15 mins..and no one told him sir not coming so i wore half gee.so yeah after that he gave us a lift back..as he stayed near us.haha.so cool.:D
but i dont like to get a lift from ppl.unless they like stay extremely near...Guo hao stays at bedok reservoir which isnt that far but neither is it nearby.but i took it anyways..once in awhile is ok but everytime becomes a little dependin so yeah..then thats abt it..haha

edit:
turns out at Changi beach club, amelia was there too..haha and both of us didnt reailse it..haha. When i asked her about it forever for her to finally confirm that we were in the same place at the same time.haha, until i showed her the site then finally haha..what a coincidence.haha.so close.well like the title of my blog yeah.ill see you when i see you:D

so my holidays are when??

2008-05-16T23:20:00.000+08:00

haha....i just found out that for the first week of june, i have remedial from 8-12 for the entire week...physics,poa,e maths, a maths, comb hum i have no idea how the hell they are going to squeeze all that in one week.Worse still,they might push to second week.Since i am not going for LLTC,unless i sneak in as photography which would be too sly, then i will have the last week free..which isnt so bad but still only 2 weeks of holidays.My back is seriously hurting me like crap.The hardest thing to do is sit down and stand up.The doc said it was a strain..so i am on 2 muscle relaxants and 2 doses of painkillers...sounds addicting but no..i hate taking medicine..so yeah...at least i can go for TKD but cant do sparring...not say i can do because the protective body gear is not freaking available in my size so im out:(

Xanga or Blogger?

2008-05-10T22:56:00.001+08:00

yay...its finally up...should i stop using xanga??haha..pls leave comments?tagboard..its on 3