Saturday, August 21, 2010
Just a little quote here.
And though my heart still aches a little for you, mostly I am just glad to know, that one person loved another person enough to make it hurt that bad.
I’M SO TIRED OF FAILED RELATIONSHIPS. I KNOW I DON’T NEED SOMEONE TO LOVE ME. BUT, FUCK. IT FEELS NICE, DOESN’T IT? TO WAKE UP AND KNOW THAT SOMEONE IN THE WORLD IS THINKING ABOUT YOU AND WANTS YOU. KNOWING THAT DESPITE HOW HORRIBLY THE WORLD TREATS YOU, SOMEONE THINKS YOU’RE PERFECT. I WANT THAT.
Monday, August 16, 2010
It's 4am on a Monday morning and I gotta say I feel pretty shitty.
Don't ask me why cos I can't really answer myself.
It's just one of those nights where you feel that everything you've done in your life has amounted to NOTHING.
But hey, I've gone through many nights like this so how's this night any different?
Well, I don't really know either.
What I do know is this, I miss the days where I felt that there was something to look to each day. And I stay up each night, wondering if I'll ever be okay.
Where I can go to sleep at night and say " I guess my life is pretty good right now "
I'm really going through a rough patch as of now.
But I must say, I'm thankful for all the people that have made me felt otherwise.
Even though most people won't see this I'm still gonna do it
Joelle- It's nice to know that there's someone out there that still cares, thanks for all the random texts over the past few weeks. They are very much appreciated.Miss you loads. Hope we can get tickets to go see YOG TKD :D
FACEgroup bro's- I miss you guys like loads. All the bullshit we talk. I enjoy each outing we have, whether it's everyone, or just a few, it's still awesome to hang around with you all. U-mian, LAN, Bball..SENTOSA! Looking forward to seeing you guys soon. I hope EVERYONE can make it.
Marianne- Well, it's been some year huh.haha. Well thanks for still being around (:
Hope to see you next week. It's been a month-ish I think.haha
Elsa Chan- nobody scares me like you do. In a good way of course.haha. I don't even know if you still visit my blog though. Thanks for listening to me complain to you about loads of stuff. Thanks for being the sister I never had.lol
Widjaya- you were one of the first few friends that I ever made in TP. I'm glad to have met you. Hope all's well for you right now. You've always got me if you need to talk yeah (:
Brenda- OMG you.haha. I really don't think you'll see this but here it goes anyways. Even though how I got to know you was abit comical. Glad to have gotten to know you better. The numerous HTHT's :D Hope everything's well with you (: see you soon yeah?
TKD people- Now I know you all won't see this, but man, I love training. Even though it's just me & Marcus now. Hope you all come back soon. I enjoy training alot. Even though some times, it may make me more frustrated rather than de-stressing for me.haha. But I still enjoy (:
Sharlene- It's been a little while since we've talked. Hope everything is going well for you. You shouldn't be stressing out so much. Enjoy your Secondary school days. Don't get too stressed out over school and remember to always have time for your friends. As a good friend once told me, you're never and should never be too busy for your friends (:
And to everyone else whom at some point of my life, made me happy. Thanks to everyone (:
P.S It's 5am now. Lol. I should sleep soon.haha. Loads of pimples now I tell you
Sunday, August 15, 2010
I think it's a really long long long long time since I blogged. So since I've sorta got tonnes of free time, might as well blog (:
Slowly but surely, I guess you could say that things have been getting better.
I really got to thank the ZADAZ people who have been listening to me complain about annoying people.haha. Thanks guys! (:
Swensen's dinner was epic.haha. Played truth or dare where I chose dare twice. And asked each other really sick questions.lol
1st dare: Ask a waiter if he though Brenda was cute. The waiter said yes BTW.lol
2nd dare: Widjaya asked me to sniff pepper up my nose. When I sneezed it all out can like see the specs of pepper in my mucus~~ I bet you all just pictured that.LOL
When Widjaya chose dare I made him pay. Drink half a cup of water mixed with ketchup, chilli sauce. Alot of pepper and salt.haha.
But I must say, it was hell fun.haha
Then when we( Brenda, Widjaya, Wei Guang, Kenny and Gershon and me of course ). Poor Brenda she's like the only girl in our 'clique' per say. She's like a female pimp.HAHA.
Ice cream buffet at swensen's again was awesome. Food was pretty good and at $11 incl. GST for ice cream buffet. It's pretty worth it (:
Though there were someone disgustingly weird flavours. Mushroom was awful. Like really.haha. 'Seaweed and pistachio' was surprisingly yummy.haha.
On a sad note, I haven't been visiting my grandmum and aunt in the hospital lately and haven't been going to church.
The surgery went really well and my grandmother is coming home tomorrow
Grandaunt on the other hand, well to put it simply..she's dying. I don't know how to prepare myself for that day. Then again, who can?
Well, all I hope is when that day comes..I want there to be as little if not no pain at all for her.
I'll pray for both of them. It's all in your hands now.
~I love you both.